:(

原来一句"对不起＂对我 也没有什么作用

U said u wanted to say sorry for a long time.

I wished I just replied FU cause

If u really intended to say sorry & mean it, uwould have said it long time ago , with actions and sincerity.

 I just replied u are  still my friend. I think I should have just said fuck u.

I will take the sorry and I need to constantly remind myself that's it .

That's it , and it's really the time to put everything behind , moving forward.

well, I have been through shit things, I am sure I can do it 

I am not very emo , I just got angry , and I need to leave my words out , and things will be fine .

加油吧!!

The bf so nice right ??

太帅了

我好久没酱花痴了

花痴一下

But  how u got my name right in Fb ????

I never introduced myself to anyone

And I never give anyone my email

And I never post my whereabouts in Fb

That's very very very strangeeeeeeeeee

我要加油！！

其实很小事

知道一切都会过去 

那就不会有问题

可能现在心还不够大

呵呵

Shopping 去了

希望去旅行 搬新家

全新开始

想买这个床架 很漂亮哦

Stitchhhhh

释迦牟尼佛最经典的4句话 

1.无论你遇见谁， 他都是在你生命中该出现的人。 这意味，没有人是因为偶然进入我们的生命。每个在我们周围，和我们有互动的人，都代表一些事。也许要教会我们什么，也许要协助我们改善眼前的一个情况。

2.无论发生什么事， 那都是唯一会发生的事。 我们所经历的事，不可能以其它的方式发生，即便是最不重要的细节也不会。 无论发生什么事，那都是唯一会发生的，而且一定要那样发生，才能让我们学到经验以便继续前进。生命中，我们经验的每一种情境都是绝对完美的，即便它不符我们的理解与自尊。 

3.不管事情开始于哪个时刻， 都是对的时刻。 每一件事都正好是在对的时刻开始的，不早也不晚。当我们准备好，准备经历生命中的新奇时刻，它就在那里，随时准备开始。

4.已经结束的， 就已经结束了。 这是如此简单。当生命中有些事情结束，它会帮助我们进化。这是为什么，要完整享受已然发生的事，最好是放下并持续前进。 

你坐在这里，读着这些文字，我相信绝非巧合。 如果这些文字触动你的心弦，那是因为你的因缘成熟。 你明白，没有任何一片雪花会因为意外落在错的地方。 

善待自己！ 爱你的存在！ 让自己快乐！ 让周围快乐！

Raya 2013 - Ipoh trip

I like this expression Hahahahaha

Cough out bad things

Been coughing like really non stop, I was awaken by my own cough, slept only 3 hours last night.

Today is better , at least I sleep 7 hours before I was awaken by my own coughs again.

Just when u are sick , Then u know mummy treats u best the most.

There's no other person who can replace this spot definitately.

Well things are a but tough on me , or maybe I over think they are , when they aren't :)

I just couldn't completely let things go which I know I am supposed to.

I know time will do the magic , I know I willbe fine , and can't wait for that, just that sometimes these thoughts just came into ur mind suddenly out of no where

So I really got to control and choose my thoughts wisely,

Gonna re read my book , this book is actually given by Mei ping few years back, I bought the chinese version myself too ;)

xxxxxx

I just hope I can get lucky next time , this year 桃花运is full of bull shit,

After the boss of GAMBLING Internet cafe ( nearby my office place) been callin me on and off for like 2-3 weeks, leaving me voicemail- well I feel like he wanna bring me see gold fish, no joke.
Luckily he didn't come to my office at my door to talk to me , I will faint


And then there is a Malay postman who work and come pick up parcels from my office.
Yesterday yesterday this postman send a parcel to my house and met my mum, luckily he is so stupid enough to let my mum know he berminat dgn I . My mum told him I gonna married soon. Hahahahah

Wei full of shits isn't it? And after all that happened in march, helping ppl over for a break up and I got myself into shits.

Maybe I was just too nice to help and comfort ppl, and when u get into trouble , ppl leave u alone.

Well maybe I am too pessimist here.

But yeah , I just gonna share my thoughts , but I am actually quite okay here ( if I don't sound like too okay) BUT I am perfectly okay :)

Tomorrow will be a better day !!
I trust karma, no matter good or bads , I sincerely trying to work on myself on every aspect that I could , mental, knowledge, physical or blah blah blah , because I am ready to make you regret to the max, and u could never ever have me back! Woo hoo !!!!

Wait for meeeeeeee!

My TV!

OKay, after much consideration, i have gotten a TV in office,

I feel quite bored at work sometimes, those FMs sometimes sucks too, either they play the same songs or the Djs sometims are just boring.

Well, it was also because i got a UNIFI here, and i can watch some channels here, so why not just get a TV

and apparently, 2 of my customers registered at my website cause they saw me on TV ahah, okay, thats a UNIFI channel where not many ppl would watch (REALLY, trust me!)

and i think the show called "BLOGSHOP" got repeated again, so i am thinking to record that down , with a minor recorded, along with my TV
* it was first aired on march, but that time i know it too late, didnt get to record the show properly.

As crazy as it sounds, iWent to buy the cheapest LCD i can find : Rm600, 21 inch, not that bad.

And i ordered a recorder device RM67 from lelong.

Everything reaches on time, and its time for recording.

It took me like 2 hours to figure out how to use the device ( including all installing, toubleshooting blah blah blah)

To my relief, luckily i managed to record, and i uploaded to youtube to share with my customers, in case they are interested to have a look , just for a branding too, :)

Didnt share in personal fb, cause i think ppl who genuinely care about me, will see my blog.

If u would like to watch ;) its my pleasure to share with u  :D



Btw, i think i am bit bit fake on tv ;)

hahahha :)

Thanks for watching ;)

______

Good things pls come!!! :D

I have been saying YES to a lot of new things & experiences & gathering recently.

Some are really good, some not that suitable for me actually

and ever since i kept an open minded mind towards new things, i realize, i was quite a bit shut down for the past.

Like i got a lot of emails asking to collaborate this & that, i usually will think the bads first, but now i try to keep a neutral mind, as long as it is a beneficial or no negative points, i will try that out.

and went to a friend's gathering nearby my work place yesterday, the gathering was at 8pm.

My problem when trying new things is that when it is 755pm, i have the urge to go back.. hahaha but then it always takes 1 min to force urself!

Yeah, i glad i did go, it was really nice, met some uncle auntie & they actually gave me some new ideas 

Btw, KPOP is nice, but just not my thing hahahhaha ;)

and tmr am heading to a seminar , shit full 2 days seminar from 8-5pm.

MY ZI RAN XING is gone for the weeekend ;)

New ones are always better, =)

ALWAYS!

Reaction & emotional control

Okay, i have these thoughts in mind, i might as well write it down :)

I am watching The apprentice asia, again! it has been really long time since i watched this show & watching it really makes me realizes something.

I just realized i need to work on these 2 different things : Reaction & emotional control.
This is really so important on all aspects in our life: ur work, ur relationship with family , friends, ur biz  or watsoever. But it is really important.

When a problem comes, the way we reacted to it is the one that determines whether the problem IS actually a problem.

and when we are emotional, we tend to make decisions in rush & out of emotions , and this might lead to a negative reaction.

So i think i need to work on 2 things : my emotional control (EQ) and try to remain calm and easy when facing difficulty. And not to make a decisions when my EQ isnt neutral. By neutral it means, u are not overly excited & not overly depressed about certain things.

When u detach urself emotionally from a certain task, u tend to make a wiser decision, just now u are a 3rd party. This is really a tough call. It is very easy to say than done. Cause when it comes to family or relationship, there's where emotions are getting into the way.

But i still think this is learnable & should be practised more often.

So yeah! that's something i wanna work on & improve on myself , gotta grab a book for it.

I mean, whenever i face an obstacles, i know i will get through it eventually (so there is really nothing to worry about, cause u know u gonna get through it eventually), and yeah i think i learn something!

and i am feeling determined to make my life better :D

Today i am heading to a trial class.. HAHHAAH i really hope that will go well. OR it will be going really well ;)

:D:D:D

I write this during working hours! ahahha okay nvm just a 10 mins thought wont kill :)

Thanks for leaving !

You have no idea that it could be the best thing ever happened to me :)

I was indecisive and thank god that u decided that for me , trust me , few more months down the road , and I am becoming more and more certain about the choices u made on behalf of me :)

Blessing in disguise !!!
😄😄😄


And Flaunder !!! I will be bringing u hike from uk in octtttt WAIT MEEEEE FLaunder !

It was the stupidest thing Ever to have trusted u in the first place f*** ***

Go Vietnam 转运

I need better lucks !!!

And here I go !! Vietnam trip and it must be an awesome one ;)

No more jerky kind of guys afterwards !!!! ❤❤

And Sheng yi xing lonnnng

Hahahahaha :)

Cheers !

https://www.maybank2u.com.my/mbb/m2u/m1105/m2uM2UPayLogin.do

To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may be feeling victimized in some situation.

Maybe i'm just being a lil childish,

But it is always the best feeling to give u those "slap in your face" moment.

是不是别人要的东西

都会比较值？

好像是这样

Oh my dear

Today is not a day for confession

I know it's April fool !

Hahaha

Had a really nice chat with kitty last night.

I told her a scenario , if I break up , I would need at least half year to fully recover.

She laughed !

" are u gonna spend 6 mths to over a 1-month relationship?"

HAahahhahaha then we both burst into laugters


Nowadays ppl say I miss you too often , it is just hard to differentiate which are real, which are not :)

I need more time for working now, have been slacking ever since ....

Time to get started !!!!

Cheers !

有些东西不是用眼睛看也不是用耳朵听

是用心的

要提醒一下

为什么我喜欢过的
很喜欢在10年后来
跟我讲他喜欢过我。。

一生人可以有3次

Dim gaiiii

What a fuck up day

For first time I hate one u !

我昨晚又忘记背注释

为什么每一次发梦一定会忘记背注释

Should keep a dream diary soon! Then I know what my subconscious mind means

我要的其实很简单

Sibeh cute this jerry :)

🎧🏈🏈

❤

我是多么地热爱我的工作啊

我应该算很幸福吧❤❤❤

JLO concert

Went to JLO concert last Sunday!

It was a free standing ticket , and my friend got it for free!!!

Had lotsa fun terr in stadium merdeka, it was raining but still everyone is dancing around !!!

I would love to go concert next round too!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahaha I just needed to do something crazy , in which i did. :)

Thought something would be different actually , it was a pleasant surprise meeting u the first time,  but then later on I guess u are just the same as the rest.

It totally changes my perspective on this, just don't judge the book by its covers.

Maybe i just need some better lucks, which i am sure i will ❤

I will just go out and have fun !!! Yoo hoo !!!!
2013 is gonna be an awesome year.

i will always remember to love myself more cause that's the best thing u can ever give to urself, which noone else could have done a better job than u :)


❤❤❤❤

:(

Cutest frog ever ! ❤

This entire week makes me realize how fragile life is.

glad to know that u are feeling better now =) 

I guess I have made up my mind =)

I hope I can get a dog next year around this time,

I will get my dog a doll also , so that he will run around with the doll😄
Something like this :

Ronald , " shit u making me super inefficient at work ."

June," u also , haha and bye"

Ah I miss chatting with u dude !

I wonder whether u still read my blog but I think we seriously need to meetup soon !

😄

So today the banker, came to my office to collect some documents.

I actually emailed him all the scanned copy, but the file is too big to download so he said it would be easier if he drop by.

So he dropped by, my girl went to get the door, and he stood at my door , it is like we both 吓到

He looks super formal as in he wear tie somemore , and he is very big as in very tall . I thought he is 190cm or something , cause usually I can exceed the shoulder area of a guy of 180cm when I am outside.

I saw him LENG at my door for few seconds , it was weird.
I guess he wear so formal , he didn't expect a girl wears only short and normal shirt at office , and saw all those accessories laying on the table an rack.

Yea to break the gang ga , I quickly shake hand and get to the documents

At the end of the day I asked him are u 190cm ??
"hahah , Nola I am only 180cm"


AHHH I got the answer , I didn't wear heel in office , no wonder he looks taller and bigger.

HAHAHAHHA a very Wu Liao blogpost anyway =)

Because shin chan is too mainstream

This is ONLY 10 percent of my shin chan collection,

Hahaha cleaning up my wardrobe due to white ants attacked on the early morning when I was back from Shang hai to kl

答应自己要爱自己多一点❤

rm25  stuff, this really laugh die me!!

somemore including tax... totally laugh die me!

Ahhhh so happy
Now !!!!!

Everything got sorted !!! Thanks a lot Clyde !!!

I xin Sheng bu ding now , can't concentrate on anything cause website is being hacked , and my programmers are helping me to settle

I need to be a lil compose now

But look at the bright side , it is amazing that one programmer is from Jamaica , another designer is from India, I am from Malaysia

I am just trying to think the goods out of the bads , cause I seriously can't concentrate on anything now


Fingers crossed

I remember , anticipation is the most beautiful and excited moment for all =)

Why u can be so stupid and dumb ??? Grrrrrrrrr

Yeahhhhh !!!

I wanna make new changes of my life now and then =)

=)

I follow my heart , ignore my rational thinking and follow what my gut feelings are telling me , I hope I made a right choice by listening to the heart , not the brain =)

Still a lil shock of what happened , but then yea it deserves a break for good :)

Life is just simply awesome with surprises .

And things are just so coincidence , isn't it ?


I ❤my life for whatever happens :) thanks for that the goods and the bads. I couldn't be happier and contented with my life right now :) cheers to that :)

=)

That's the tree that is so unique =)

Playing the bunny plug .

Guys are gonna hate this phone - all pink !!

I am not into pink , it is just that my website and office theme colour is pink, so I Tes to buy everything in pink =)

Hey I just met u
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me maybe

So happy today =)

I ❤❤setapak, I went to this place , tea longue to have bruch with my girlfriend yesterday , then today it Watson 8tv ho chiak !!

There are so many nice places to hang out in setapak now , ahhh I am so happy !!!!!

Setapak ban mee

I guess it applies to all aspect of life =)

今天那个salesman 有够可爱，
竟然在我和妈妈面前，停顿了15秒，
他非常paiseh
然后叫我不要酱看着他，
过后跟我讲不懂怎样跟我开口
最后跟我要电话
还跟我讲他一天做3份工。
..........

Why u no leng zai ??????

I choose to walk away because there are better ones out there =)

Things are so messy now
But I know it will be okay in the end , a usual , so there's no point thinking about it.

Went to el credo restaurant at Changkat , a very touristic restaurant with cute tradition of self chopping the pork using plate and throwing the plate into a box.

Just donated rm200 to sau Seng lam !

Then they say I can have 200 wishes , hahahha
=)

=)

I couldnt believe that you will actually drive to mcd in sri Gombak and leave my present there at 2 midnight just to give me surprise when u don't Even have my address :)

It really means a lot to me no matter how big or small is the present :)

Thank you !!!!!!!

Xcited !!!!!!!!!!!!

I just rented a mini box in paradigm mall , toooooo excited !!!!!!!!!!!!

So now shopping is part of my job !!This is too awesome !!

Good june 2012 it is ! =)

Thanks

Feel warm that a totally stranger to me, or new acquaintance actually help me !!!

Grrrrr.

if doing own tax is already so difficult

How to help other fake their tax..

shittttttttttttt!

Getaway to hk :)

Had a really nice getaway in HK and Macau,
 everytime i went for trip, it makes me realize how much i love staying in Malaysia.

 the food,
 the people,
 the traffic,
 the convenience of getting FREE wifi restaurant easily,(this is SUPER important)
the shopping experience while i can try few pairs of shoes but eventually didnt buy anything and the shop assistant wont stare at me and also

I love HK too even though the ppl are not that friendly, argh... i miss HAE-ing :)


 Time to buy another air ticket for year end! Yee hoo!

I am just a simple girl

爱笑的人，运气应该不会太差 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😱😱😱😱😱

You Shou Shang dao

OTing on good Friday, how nice

With rose from myanmar :)

Everyday go different places also can bump into different course mates. Is it kl too small or utar accounting group too large ?

Hopefully owner csn confirm ASAP
Hopefully Nur can confirm asap


Fingers crossed
Grrrrrrrrrr....... Can't wait , too desperate now ... Grrrrrrrr

I rented this box for 3 months !!! Finally !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

❤❤

I am loving march

Every march , there is always something néw for me :)

Hope that's a new and good beginning !!!!!!

❤

Well said and should always remember that :)

saw this on tv!

Life is understood by looking it backwards,
unfortunately we only live it forward :)

Now i understand that sticking to the comfort zone doesnt do any good to us.

and i guess i need to remind myself of that, that even if i just try, if i fail, it really doesnt even matter at all.

It is better than u told urself that u cant even do that freaking job at the very beginning, u might just miss out like that.

I guess it's time for a better change, and of course a better life  :)

Things i wanna get :
1. an instant camera - for no. 3  Just did!
2. a digital camera - for no.3
3. visit 3 countries this year
4. a mini netbook/ samsung tab (i dunno which one to choose, really!)  - for no.3 also
5. lesser working hours, more playing time - for no. 3 also
6. Learn guitar maybe?? or drum? or dance? or gym?
7. get a healthier life, after ankle better.....for no 3 also
8. get some books!!!!

SHIT the er2 shui3, why not balance again!!!! faster recover!!!!!!!!!!!!

可怜的耳水

又来不平衡

Cheque is cleared
Contracts signed
Everything in ON !!
Pray hard for MARCH !!!!!

Geeeeez

I turned down the Zalora malaysia dropship , I hope I made the right choice :)

Tomorrow is another important beginning !!!!!

Tell me the rationale of this:

Give me something tonight

And borrow the more of something tomorrow from me


Hahaha it Makes more sense if I wasnt given that something at all.

:)

Thanks for accompanying me :)
I just didn't realize that they are all over my blog posts recently :)

Love them !

"u are still the 16 when I first met"

Probably that's the sweetest thing for 2012 :) even though it may sounds a bit ........