Cough out bad things

Been coughing like really non stop, I was awaken by my own cough, slept only 3 hours last night.

Today is better , at least I sleep 7 hours before I was awaken by my own coughs again.

Just when u are sick , Then u know mummy treats u best the most.

There's no other person who can replace this spot definitately.

Well things are a but tough on me , or maybe I over think they are , when they aren't :)

I just couldn't completely let things go which I know I am supposed to.

I know time will do the magic , I know I willbe fine , and can't wait for that, just that sometimes these thoughts just came into ur mind suddenly out of no where

So I really got to control and choose my thoughts wisely,

Gonna re read my book , this book is actually given by Mei ping few years back, I bought the chinese version myself too ;)

xxxxxx

I just hope I can get lucky next time , this year 桃花运is full of bull shit,

After the boss of GAMBLING Internet cafe ( nearby my office place) been callin me on and off for like 2-3 weeks, leaving me voicemail- well I feel like he wanna bring me see gold fish, no joke.
Luckily he didn't come to my office at my door to talk to me , I will faint


And then there is a Malay postman who work and come pick up parcels from my office.
Yesterday yesterday this postman send a parcel to my house and met my mum, luckily he is so stupid enough to let my mum know he berminat dgn I . My mum told him I gonna married soon. Hahahahah

Wei full of shits isn't it? And after all that happened in march, helping ppl over for a break up and I got myself into shits.

Maybe I was just too nice to help and comfort ppl, and when u get into trouble , ppl leave u alone.

Well maybe I am too pessimist here.

But yeah , I just gonna share my thoughts , but I am actually quite okay here ( if I don't sound like too okay) BUT I am perfectly okay :)

Tomorrow will be a better day !!
I trust karma, no matter good or bads , I sincerely trying to work on myself on every aspect that I could , mental, knowledge, physical or blah blah blah , because I am ready to make you regret to the max, and u could never ever have me back! Woo hoo !!!!

Wait for meeeeeeee!