It's ChristMukkah

O Holy night, The stars are brightly Shinning...
Yea..This is christmas song, i love kelly clarkson's version though. When i accidentally hear this song at shopping center, i will laugh at my mom. There was an incident few months ago when TRU CALLING was still on Tv3 every sunday...

Here's the story:

It was a normal sunday to me. Study in the evening and relax at night by watching TRU CALLING and T.A. Tru is the main character of TRU CALLING. She always dreams about corpses asking for her elp...That's right...CORPSES ASKING FOR HELP.
There was an episode where "O Holy night" was sung by someone in the church, since i love that song, so i sang along lor. SUDDENLY

Mum: Ei, dont sing that kind of song lar..
June: why? Kelly also sings this song lor..
Mum: This kind of "si3 ren2 ge1" not very good lar2..

Oh My GOOD...my mum thought that the ppl in the church was paying their last respect to someone. Ai..no doubt she will think lke that...i think the storyline of TRU CALLING had brouhgt her into confusion..

HAha....Anyway..goto to go to xinmin's bbq party already...
MErry X'mas

Merry X'mas
&
Merry ChristMukkah

first part of a delayed diary

Wow...finally, i have leisure time to spend on my blog... It has been one week since we back from pangkor. However, i can still remember the trip as if it just happened yesterday. Dunno why, i have more feelings towards pangkor than penang( i guess most of us like pangkor more than penang), erm..probably we had ben there last year and all of us shared lots of joy there.

First day of the trip, we were in penang. we spent half day on the bus. I hate spending our precious time on the transportation and visits. Anyway, it was really nice when PIK HUI( in case she said that i didnt mention her name) and HER gang bought the smae necklace in the "snake temple". Haha...ok..dont want to talk too much on the visits...How about GURNEY PLAZA...yea..I love GURNEY PLAZA. When i stepped into Gurney PLaza after having our dinner, i had the feeling that i was in Mid Valley...Really...It was so real...The hightlight during Gurney Plaza was the "photohunt"( dont know whether i spell i correctly or not). WALAU, we NEARLY brokethe records lor....However, it's time to come back in reality, we still had to obtained 10000 to break the records...Anyway, just imagined that ten years after today, u go to penang with your friends, and u all go shooping in GURNEY PLAZA, playing the photohunt..SUDDENLY, there is your name on the namelist....WALAU EH...

What was the mst interesting in hotel? ok, wei hao kept coming into our room and played "SNAP" with joean and xin min...Wei hao was adicted to "SNAP"...their laughters could awake wll the ppl in the hotel...then kai, cheo ao also came to our room and played "SNAP" while xina hui was sitting adn watching them playing "SNAP"

What i remember about second day of tje trip was that i missed my LOST--- the best TV show ever exists on earth. Next, we discovered a shopping complex that is worse than MUTIARA---- waht waht "Komta"??? this shopping complex needs to be rebuilt! ok, fine...if we didnt go to what what "Komta", maybe i can watch my tv show lor...

THEY ARE LEAVING!!!!!!!!!!
actually, i should write "WE ARE LEAVING"

1meiping
2dorothy
3yinghan
4josephine
5karmen
6yering
7meecui
8munee
9kaishin
10 joean
11 june
12szemin
13xinmin
14pikhui
15christopher
16ticksiang
17weechean
18leonghoo
19voonsien
20jainlee
21wengee
22 chuin ching


Xian hui and I counted
(actually xian ui was counting, I just added some expression such as”WA!”, “SAD LER”,”YO”,”HAIZ”)
IF we (xian hui) didn’t write ur name there, pls tell me…

Really sad ler….i cannot share my English songs, dramas, movies….O.C. with my friends liao..THEY ARE ALL LEAVING(pik hui, LH,kai,aaron, yen siang………………………………………..)

He/She is my turtle....
I still dont know how to identified a male or female turtle....

stichES

They are my stiches

They are a-teens. LOVE THEM

What is it? i mean the yellow-orrange colour light? It was taken at my balcony....Quite amazing ler.....

She is from FLORIDA ALSO!!! same as ANDY

http://www.kendratodd.net/

Kendra, 26, is an ambitious and highly successful real estate agent with ReMax Advantage Plus and owns a top-notch marketing company. She obtained her undergraduate degree in linguistics from the University of Florida, and upon graduation became the founding Editor-in-Chief of an award-winning lifestyle magazine in South Florida. Kendra went on to obtain her real estate license, and incorporated her media expertise into the development of My House Real Estate, Inc., an innovative real estate marketing company specializing in condo conversions and land acquisitions. My House Real Estate, Inc.'s marketing strategies are virtually unparalleled, and have generated involvement in some of Florida's most sought after real estate. Kendra is currently one of the highest producing real estate agents in the marketplace. Additionally, she is "Special Agent 53" on My House, Florida's #1 real estate investment talk radio show on Clear Channel radio.


How do you define success?
Accomplishing a balance of all the personal goals and values that add up to what ultimately I perceive to be a wonderful life - career ambitions are just one portion of "success" in my eyes.
What have you learned from watching previous seasons of The Apprentice?
Under normal circumstances anyone can come across in a likeable manner. But when you are put under tremendous pressure, and live day in day out being scrutinized on camera, you really get to see what a person is made of and what type of character they truly have. I've learned from the previous two seasons that the best approach is to be passionate, be yourself, and be a team player. If you follow this path, you will earn the respect of your teammates, regardless of whether they agree with your business strategies or not. The bottom-line: the only opinion that matters is Donald Trump's.

Why should you be the next Apprentice?
I've learned that you must be a risk taker to succeed; that you must be a doer and not a dreamer; that you have to walk the walk to talk the talk. I am the next Apprentice because I have the leadership required to inspire people into action. I abandon fear, think outside the box, approach business creatively and will rise to the top.

AN interview

PepsiCo has had a long history of surprising and delighting consumers with its celebrity-based advertising, which frequently gives the audience a heartwarming yet tongue-in-cheek insight into their favorite entertainers. PepsiCo kept up with this tradition even during its company presentation for RCs on Dec 2nd when much to the delight of the assembled crowd, Andy Litinsky, the latest Harvard celebrity on The Apprentice, made a surprise appearance towards the end.

Andy Litinsky recently graduated in Political Science from Harvard University and at 23 years, is the youngest participant to date to compete on The Apprentice. He was fired by Donald Trump a few days ago, after failing to impress PepsiCo in his assigned task of creating a limited-edition soft drink bottle for Pepsi Edge. Andy's team created a marketing campaign based on a geographic theme, which fell flat when they presented it to an auditorium filled with marketing professionals from Pepsi. "Geography," said one marketer, "is not cool." Fortunately for Andy, although his bottle wasn't cool enough for PepsiCo, he was. After being fired from the Apprentice, he has recently been hired by PepsiCo and has signed a promotional deal with them.

During the PepsiCo RC presentation, Andy recounted his story from "fired" to "hired" and then stayed on after the presentation to talk with interested RCs. The Harbus took this opportunity to chat with Andy about his adventures on The Apprentice and to get some tips for RCs and ECs who might be thinking of taking a shot at that corner office in Trump Tower as their next career move!

Harbus: How did you decide to try out for the Apprentice ?

Andy Litinsky: I saw the first show and thought it was absolutely great. I was a huge fan and decided I would try to get on to the second one.

Harbus: How did you manage to get selected ?

AL: I had to send in a tape explaining why I should be selected. I realized that Mark Burnett was probably not going to be the one looking at the thousands of tapes that pour in. He's a mogul and has better things to do with his time. So I thought that it's probably going to be some 22 year old kid like me sitting in a room surrounded by these thousands of tapes. It's this kid who's going to select maybe a few dozen tapes and pass them upwards. I realized I needed to grab this kid's attention and the only way I could do it was to get a celebrity on my tape.

So I looked around for a free celebrity and found Jesse Ventura, who as you know used to be a professional wrestler and later the Governor of Minnesota. At that time he was a Fellow at the Institute of Politics at the Kennedy School. I knew he left home at 6 am every morning (without being a stalker or anything!) and I met him one day as he was leaving, and explained the situation to him. He was very co-operative and we filmed a short segment talking about the show and business in general.
The remaining 30 seconds of the tape were filled with me yelling why they should select me.

Harbus: So your tape was selected. What happened next?

AL: Next, they flew 50 of us whose tapes had been selected to Los Angeles and basically, for the next ten days, they tried to break us down. We were kept inside and tested constantly - interviews, blood tests, IQ tests, psychological tests (the results of which they haven't told me yet!). We were allowed outside for exercise for an hour every day - something we called being "let out into the yard"! After those ten days, those of us who were finally selected to be on the show, including me, were told to get to New York in five days or lose the chance to be on the show.

Harbus: You were in the middle of your term at Harvard University at the time. What did you do?

AL: The University advised me against dropping out of college and appearing on the show but I decided that I needed to do this. So I dropped out of college and classes and went to New York. I must say the University was quite reasonable. They sent me my exams in New York and I took them sitting in Trump Tower, with Pamela, six foot and blonde, as my proctor! (Editors' Note: Pamela was also on the Apprentice and the leader of the team Andy was on.) She's actually from Harvard Business School. But it was funny because Pamela and I were always fighting on the show and here she was, standing there telling me "you have three hours in which to complete your exam...do not put your pencil down in this time..." I was giving her looks like..... (Editor's note: due to the limitations of the written medium, the Harbus is unable to reproduce the look on Andy's face at this time. Suffice it to say, it was not the look of man at peace with where fate had placed him.) Mark Burnett was amazed. He came into the room while I was taking my exams and said he'd never seen anything like it in his life!

Harbus: How was your first day of filming?

AL: I was very nervous. Nervous of being on the air. Nervous of what my parents would see and think.

Harbus: Is there a lot of editing?

AL: They film for three days and condense it down to one hour for the show or rather 44 minutes.

Harbus: What was the most interesting thing that happened to you?

AL: You mean the most interesting thing that I can talk about without violating my contracts! (Thinks for a minute)... Well, we all had to share one bathroom. There was a guy's side and a girl's side with two showers on each side. But the doors were see-through. We eventually put towels over the doors because it was just too weird otherwise.

Harbus: Why do you think you got fired?

AL: I think I kept too quiet. Donald Trump doesn't like quiet guys.

Harbus: What's next for you?

AL: Right now I have signed this promotional deal with Pepsi and I am considering various options for the future.

Harbus: Thank you for talking with us and good luck in your endeavors.

THE BEST MOMENT

WEEK 8
28 October 2004

For the second time in as many weeks, Andy had been brought into the boardroom by a Project Manager to face the firing. Like the previous week, the candidates in the suite were sure that Andy would be gone - and just like the previous week, they were wrong. When Andy walked in, the other candidates reacted with groans of surprise (and a word you can't say on TV). No one got up to shake Andy's hand or congratulate him. Andy walked out and spent some time alone on the balcony. In an interview, he said, "I felt like the kid in dodge ball who never gets picked. I mean, they drove a bus over me." But Andy said that he came to win and promised that everyone would see another side of him -- one that they'd never seen before.

Via live video conferencing, Trump called the candidates from his private jet. The teams learned that they would be working at Deutsch Advertising, where they would create an ad campaign. George and Carolyn would observe. As always, the losing team would meet Donald in the boardroom where someone would be fired. The teams headed over to the agency and met with Donny Deutsch, the owner of the company. He told them that their task would be to develop a recruitment campaign for the New York City Police Department. Donny emphasized that he wanted the teams to focus on the emotional element of serving your city as a police officer. Donny left them with a few final words of encouragement: "Don't screw up."

Andy, who said he'd been wanting to lead, got his chance when he was randomly selected to be Mosaic's Project Manager. Andy told his team that he envisioned an ad campaign that asked bigger questions. He pitched an example: "When was the last time you saved a life?" But Maria, who said she had the necessary experience to lead the team on this task, felt that the campaign needed to have sex appeal. She suggested a picture of a Hummer vehicle on the ads. Andy disagreed and steered the team toward his vision.

Apex headed down to the NYPD training facility where both teams would shoot the video and still images for their campaigns. Raj was impressed with the array of assets that they had at their disposal: helicopters, armored personnel carriers, boats, a SWAT team and more. Elizabeth, who was also chosen at random to be Project Manager, admitted that her first outing as Project Manager was a failure. Now, she said, this task was do or die for her. In a brainstorming session, Chris pitched the idea that after 9/11, working for the NYPD is like working on the front lines. Elizabeth was worried that the concept focused too much on terrorism. But Raj said that the fear was unfounded. And Chris chimed in that police work was serious stuff. Elizabeth said she didn't think the idea was the right one, but since the rest of the team wanted to go that direction, she would too. Then Elizabeth sent Kevin and Ivana to start shooting images of officers in action. But Elizabeth said that, unfortunately, they'd have to start before they knew all the shots they needed. Kevin disagreed with that strategy, but did as he was asked. Apex got a lot of action shots, including a helicopter in flight and a SWAT team sprinting into action. Mosaic showed up at the training facility to find Apex already filming. Wes worried that Apex was way ahead of them. To make matters worse, it threatened to rain. Andy said that he had a list of shots that he wanted to film, but wasn't sure he could get them all. However, Andy said it was important that he keep his composure and just keep shooting.

After a long day of filming, Elizabeth was still not happy with the concept that she had agreed to at the beginning of the day. Kevin offered to help come up with a new concept that could be used with all of the footage they had. The two worked into the night and came up with a new idea. Kevin said that over the action-packed visuals they had, a voice over could say, "I'm just not excited going to work and doing the same old thing." Elizabeth liked the idea because it de-emphasized the military aspects of joining the force and emphasized the idea of getting a great job. Looking relieved, Elizabeth said she "loved" the new direction. At the end of the night, Elizabeth said she wouldn't change her mind again, even though she knew that the others on the team might not be happy with the change. Kevin said they had "turned a corner" and that he felt more positive about the project. But the next morning, when Elizabeth pitched the new campaign to Raj, Chris and Ivana, they didn't seem receptive. Raj felt that the ads didn't have enough strength. And Elizabeth backed off the idea.

Andy was happy with how Mosaic's campaign was shaping up, but Maria wasn't. She was concerned about attracting their young, target audience. She told Andy that they needed to infuse more sex appeal into the campaign. But Andy stood his ground and stayed true to his initial vision. Kelly promised that if the team lost, and the lack of sex appeal was a factor, the issue would come up in the boardroom.

All of Apex gathered again and with Kevin present, Elizabeth announced that they were going back to their original, more militaristic idea from the day before. Kevin was not thrilled that he had spent the previous night coming up with a new campaign, only to have Elizabeth throw it out and change her mind again. Then, when Elizabeth tried to articulate the new version of the ad campaign, the rest of the team said they were confused and didn't get it. Kevin said he didn't know what Elizabeth wanted. Kevin thought that Apex had no chance to win. In an interview, he said, "I think our Project Manager sucks - flat out." Jennifer M. went so far as to suggest a coup. She said that the team should fire Elizabeth as Project Manager. However, the group didn't follow through on the threat.

Later, Elizabeth asked Kevin to work with the print advertising people, but Kevin wasn't clear about what Elizabeth wanted. After going back and forth, he finally told Elizabeth to shut up. He told her that she needed to explain all of her ideas, clearly and completely, to the print people and he would manage the process. He told Elizabeth that she would get no more input from him - and he walked off.

Although Mosaic had finished their campaign, there were still issues to argue about. Kelly felt that, given all of his experience, he should be the one to present the team's ad campaign. Andy disagreed and the two clashed. Kelly felt that he could speak personally to the idea of joining a police force because he had joined the military. Andy didn't see the consistency, but he finally agreed to a compromise: he would do a short introduction and Kelly would present the ad campaign. In an interview, Andy said that if he had to placate Kelly by giving him a part in the presentation in order to win the task, he would.

As Apex finished up their campaign, conflict ran high. Kevin said that Elizabeth was trying to put band aids on the military campaign. Kevin said that if you're going to do the military campaign then you should just do the best one you can. Raj completely disagreed with what Elizabeth was doing with the text she was adding to the still images for their posters. He felt it had nothing to do with the themes they were trying to get across.

Finally, it was time for the presentations. First, Apex showed off their ad campaign to Donny and two of his managing partners. Both the print and TV ads showed action and portrayed the police like an extension of the military, asking the viewers to join them on the front lines. Apex left and Mosaic entered. In contrast to the first presentation, Mosaic's print and TV ads asked the viewers personal questions like: "When was the last time you saved a life?", "When was the last time you were fearless?", and "When was the last time you made your family proud?" The ads also used some action shots, but portrayed a more human side of service. After conferring with his partners, Donny brought both teams back into the conference room, where he called Trump. Donny drew a stark contrast between the two campaigns. He said that Apex turned New York into a police state and implied that their ads had the potential to freak out 12 million New Yorkers. On the other hand, he said that Mosaic followed the direction about going for emotion and went for the heart. Donny told Trump that it wasn't even close - Mosaic won by a landslide. Trump congratulated Mosaic and told them that since they had done something for the City of New York, the city would return the favor. Then Trump told Mosaic that he would see them in the boardroom, where someone would be fired.

As their reward, Mosaic was driven to Times Square where they got to see their ad played in public on the jumbo screen. Maria called the experience "incredibly rewarding." At the suite, Wes gave Elizabeth advice on how to act in the boardroom - something which Jennifer M. did not appreciate. And Raj told Elizabeth that he knew she would try to pin the whole military theme of their ads on him.

After Apex entered the boardroom, Trump asked Elizabeth what went wrong. Elizabeth said that it was simple, her team didn't have a good idea. Trump said he wanted to see Apex's ad and so everyone sat through it again. At the conclusion, Carolyn declared it as pretty bad. And Trump thought it was too militaristic. Raj stood up for pushing for the military theme. He said that there were no other ideas on the table. Jennifer M., Chris and Ivana backed Raj up. Then, Raj, Ivana and Jennifer M. all agreed that Elizabeth was a poor leader and used words like "weak," "indecisive," and "paralyzed." Kevin brought up a specific example. He said that the night before the presentation, he and Elizabeth stayed up late and thought up a new direction for their ad campaign. Kevin said he really liked the new approach and that Elizabeth did too. But when Elizabeth pitched the new idea to the rest of the team, they didn't like it and so, Elizabeth dropped it. Trump jumped in and said that as a leader, you have to stand by your decisions, no matter what. Trump felt something was missing from Elizabeth, but he couldn't quite pinpoint it. Donald asked Elizabeth whom she would bring back into the boardroom to face the firing, and Elizabeth said she'd bring Raj and Chris. But Trump thought for a moment and then stunned everyone by saying, "Honestly Elizabeth, I don't think it's necessary. You're fired."

JB

Youre Beautiful Tab by James Blunt, www.Ultimate-Guitar.Com
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C
My life is brilliant
G
My love is pure
Am
I saw an angel
F
Of that I'm sure
C
She smiled at me on the subway
G
She was with another man
Am
But I won't lose no sleep on that
F
'Cause I've got a plan


F G
You're beautiful
C
You're beautiful
F G C
You're beautiful, it's true
F G
I saw your face
C G Am
In a crowded place
F G Am
And I don't know what to do
F G C
'Cause I'll never be with you


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C
Yes, she caught my eye
G
As we walked on by
Am
She could see from my face that I was
F
Fucking high
C G
And I don't think that I'll see her again
Am F
But we shared a moment that will last to the end

F G
You're beautiful
C
You're beautiful
F G C
You're beautiful, it's true
F G
I saw your face
C G Am
In a crowded place
F G Am
And I don't know what to do
F G C
'Cause I'll never be with you


Am Am Am D
La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-la-la-la La-a

F G
You're beautiful
C
You're beautiful
F G C
You're beautiful, it's true
F G
There must be an angel
C G Am
With a smile on her face
F G C G Am
When she thought up that I should be with you
F G Am
But it's time to face the truth
F G C
I will never be with you

James Blunt

You're Beautiful

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.


( Thanks for saying that i am beautiful, James Blunt)---just download this song...

LAdies from the whole world like this song very much, cause there is someone who keep reminding them that they are BEAUTIFUL....

kelly's new single ---- Because of you

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

the fourth single --- really like it. I can also play this song by guitar.

Gotta tell

O' Holy night, the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world
In sin and error pining
'Til He appeared and the soul felt His worth

The thrill of hope,
The weary world rejoices
For yonder brings a new and glorious morn

Fall on your knees
Oh, hear the angel's voices
O' night divine
O' night when Christ was born
O' night divine
O' night,
O' night divine

O' Holy night, the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Oh...
Long lay the world
In sin and error pining
'Til He appeared and the soul felt His worth

The thrill of hope,
The weary world rejoices
For yonder brings a new and glorious morn

Fall on your knees
Oh, hear the angel's voices
O' night divine
O' night when Christ was born
O' night divine
O' night,
O' night di...divine

E_MAIL...from nz

that is so great. thanks a lot. i got ur txt at like midnight but i couldn't be bothered to get up n read it, so i read it this morning.i knew it's about the trip. just make the booking for me, i am going n i will let my mum know. don't forget about the shirt ok. i still rememba that i promised u the chocolates. the ones that my mum bought was like crap because she doesn't know how to buy. i will get u the real delicious ones. really, thanks a lot man. i really appreciate it.
i think i have to go back to sleep again. so , see ya on PANGKOR. hope u will enjoy the rest of ur skool days.
just one one more thing. i just realized that, today is my birthday. wat a great birthday gift!

Cheers
Jia G
8:25 am
16/10/05

sorry

To: Jie Loke
From : june low junelow@hotmail.com
Subject : Re: A bad news n a good news

sorry ler, the agency said too sempit----that's mean u cant go...
I trid to fight for u..but all i met is just failure..
So, really sorry for letting u down.....sorry huh....



From : Jie Loke
To: june low junelow@hotmail.com
Subject : Re: A bad news n a good news

" u Cant go" these words really hurts, u know. u r so straight forward. u shud've use like milder language. i am really dissapointed lah.....
is there n e way i cud go though. i really want to go... bcoz this will be the last time to actually see the whole class.....
i am wondering wat do u guys mean by too sempit. is the bus full?
just tell me if there is any chance that i could go, i will be waiting the good news.... thanks for trying though ......................................
.................but not hard enuf....lough out loud

jia G


Saw that mail, I can feel his disappointment. So, I decided to sms xian hui to asked her whether there is any chance jia jie can go to the trip…

Still the same answer: the opposite of “yes” . Since he said that I am very cruel, then I tried to use milder language lor…

Really sorry huh…we cant do anything also…
Haiz….see ya…this summer…

fren5eva

erm....may i know who r u??
xinmin???

My first time

Waking up at 6.50 in the morning, I felt so strange when I opened my eyes. June’s world was spinning, as I stood up and walked. Unable to balance my body, I was unable to walk properly as well.

“What’s going on with me?” That’s my first reaction.
“Aiya, Will be better after a while de lar” I comforted myself.

Walking down the stair, the feeling is a little bit scaring. It is hard to describe how I felt. All I can say is the what I saw was kept “vibrate” up and down when I took a step down, kinda like the astro I was watching could not function very well in a heavy downpour.

Subsequently, I told my mum about my condition but I just said that I will be fine as not to “scare” her. What she told me then was really freaking Mrs. Physics out. “If xinmin’s sister fetches u , I will not let u go to school.”

When I went to school, the feeling of “imbalance” still overwhelmed me. A little bit worried about me condition, I asked sin ni, Mrs. Physics and xinmin as well. Lacking of sleep might be one of the reason, that’s what xinmin told me. Ya, if it was the reason, I will be more relieve.

The watch on my hand was approaching 1100, this was the waited moment for everyone except her --- the dunno-wat-time Mrs. Physics. Fortunately, she let us go on time. If not?......I also dunno wat will happen though.

Xinmin’s sis fetched us back and we did chat on the way home, I am kinda enjoyed it. That day was the the start of PMR examination, xinmin’s bro.n ph’s sis are taking and hope that they will do well intheir exam.

Reaching home, and nobody’s home. I am kinda think of the song sang by avril.
“ When u got home, nobody’s home……” a great song.
After that, I had my lunch and watched the television. I went to have a nap afterwards, thinking that it might help to cure my “imbalance” When I was playing chess with MR. Chow, somebody gave me a buzz. After “hello”-ing for several times, it was wei hong, I should have known it, it was his style when talking in the telephone.

It was nearly 4.15pm n there was xinmin sis’s fetched us to selayang mall. Unfortunately, Ardy didn’t want to go to that party as he didn’t inform his mum yet. It didn’t take us a long time to reach there, got off from the car, still feeling a little bit dizzy. However, I didn’t care too much, all I cared about was how I am gonna to enjoy wit my friends. The gang, comprise yansiang boy, joean,pik hui, tzeh huaeh n Christopher were at ying2 he2 she4,buying presents for tick siang. Knda weird right? What things in ying2 he2 she4 wll suite tick siang? Dunno…I heard tem saying DOGS.

Minutes later, there was another gang, the football gang, I supposed. It includes hong ping, yik cai, jian lee. Dunno where did they come from. However, they r so sui, they wanna gap but don’t want help. Fortunately, we had Christopher and he as a guy, he did help us a lot in selecting the presents, I supposed.

It seemed eternity until we bought the presents, we then went to the top floor n played CRAZY BUS, however, chris didn’t join us, instead he was standing tere n watching 5 girls playing silly CRAZY BUS. Sitting there n waiting the game to start, suddenly, I received a call from hong ping. I only got chance to say few words, then the game start. I was so sorry to him cause after few words, all he heard was screams.

Got off from the bus, I had forgotten about my dizziness, we went to play a car race game. Haha…I got the campion( I beat yik cai lor, a boy lor)---- that’s one of the highlights of that day. We manages take some photos before going to the entrance of selayang mall.

Actually, we all decided to go to tick siang’s on foot. However, we lost track of yensiang boy n yik cai, supposed they were playing in the nearby playing ground. So, we decided to record the video for ban1 kan1 forst lo..and the dreaded moment arrived. I started feeling that I could not stand well, feeling dizziness, I need others help to stand n walk. I was unable to control myself. They told me that my legs were shaking, n very sorry for scarying them esp. the girls—my best friends….


They guided me to sit on a bench. Joean went to buy sugars as she thought tat I might be lack of glucose, ph n tzeh went to buy 100 plus. Suo1-suo1 joean came back with sugar-free mentose. So, I supposed I didn’t to obtain any glucose from it. When we were sitting there, wei hong as a emcee and others as singers , Christopher as a cameraman were do some recording. If I am nt mistaken, chong hwa’s Zhang dong liang reached at that time and we were waiting for tick siang to fetch us.

Many ppl were there already when we arrived, however, I could not remember the party quite well cause I was a little uncomfortable at that time, still feeling imbalance especially when I stood up. I did remember that hwei yen hugged tick siang lor ( I didn’t see that tough) n hwei yen fed tick siang n tick siang feed her back ---- Another highlight. We took lots of phtos lor..n they sang er2 ge1. Yensiang took a photo wit a lenglui n chea hao was rejected by te leng lui.( this is what I heard)..somekind like that..
At about 9.00p.m., my mum took me to see a doctor. Relieved, doctor said that I was lacking of sleep and te er2 shui3 not balance, just lke Miss Ong Xin Min said…-----could be a good doctor in the future huh…

Subsequently, I went home n sleep really tight…………………

I wish i was a mermaid --- esp to kai n lh

I wish i was a mermaid
and friends with all the fish
A shiny tail and seashells
that's what i would wish

Summer's 6th grade poem...

that's just me...

When I saw his comments, my feelings are as same as his (since he said 70% is a boy, so I will just trust him) --- sad n happy at the same time. I am so happy because I got a friend who cares about me. He is always the first person who views my blog n leaves a long comment there, I am really appreciate it.

Erm… Why do I want to know who is he? There is just 1 reason…my chong hwa school life will be over soon. I just wanna spend some time knowing him rather than he knows me but I don’t know him. However, after viewing his comments, I can tell that maybe we had some misunderstanding n didn’t talk too much at school. He has been so quiet and so cool to me…

I was not very comfortable when writing my own feelings even in my blog..I cannot tell u why.. But it is just me- june. June is just like that. Ya, xinmin is quite right..I wont tell anything to u if u don’t ask… There is one reason I wanna add something in my blog. Maybe u think that I am quite stupid…when u know what the reason is… Since u wanna know more about me..i can tell u that I was not very happy lately… Dunno why…maybe sometimes just lack of confidence in something… or streesed out.But I think I will be better soon…


Ya, ur writing is very good( at least better than me) hope that u can teach me some ways of writing a composition…tata

TO T.A..

1.Listen to English songs
2.Harry potter’s fans
3.knows Avril quite well
4.always online till midnight
5.likes to use shortform
6.not xinmin ( she told me)
7.not lh ( he likes avril but desn’t like watching harry’s movie)
8.not aaron( kai said so, but I don’t know ler, still possible)
9.not kai (not so sure, cause she knows avril and likes harry potter)
10.not me( I am not so wu2 liao2)
11.not ph( she didn’t online 4 a long tme liao)



Hey, can u pls give me more clues huh? A boy or a girl?
I am totally confused….U better tell me who u r on Monday,k??
Nvm…maybe u don’t want to inform me so directly, so if u wanna tell me in an indirectly way, just wear orange T-shirt and dark blue jeans on Monday tick siang’s party..Haha…

Anyway, orange and dark blue are not a very good combination…(ya, i am a little addicted to orange colour, but i dont like to eat orange) So, erm….u just tell me what colour of clothes u wanna wear and I will find u ….haha.. ya..if possble..just constanly sing kelly's or avril's song..haha
Anyway, just wu2 liao2 only lar…no need to take it so seriously,but if u wanna do it, i will not be ur obstacle..

ya, got go to that party?
Just wanna know who u r before kai1 xue2 lar..so…tell me ok?

Besides, happy bd wei hao, my brother and pik hui's sister

first reAction......WALAU

ok...maybe i am a little bit kua1 zang1 with my first reaction. But, got one outsider(another outsider T.A.) said that my blog is interesting and TEACHED ME HOW TO BUY AND SELL...walau..they relly geng, da3 guang3 gao4 in blog.

ya, thanks kai..like that june &kai version( not only june's version)


June's & dearest KAI version

June: So who do u think should win in TA?
Kai: I have no idea what you just said.
June: The Apprentice.
Kai: You're just using initials now?
June: Yeah. They save time plus I'm lazy.
Kai: Well, not if you have friends that don't watch TA.
June: I wonder who is that TA who leaves comments in my blog.
Kai: The Apprentice leaves comments in your blog?
June: The Anonymous

original from www.kaishin.blogspot.com



Ya, just now received jia jie mail.He said if got ban1 kan1 or ban1 fu2 must buy for him. walau..this guy accuse me for not buying the great ban1 fu2 and great ban1 kan1 for him last year..
However, i did copy some of our photos for him and then he said he didnt want...anyway, just ope tat he will come back this year and go to the pangkor trip with us...dont know whether it is possible or not....

k...hope he is having a nice holiday...

It is a ...mystery....

Wow...actually..now is nearly 3p.m. in the afternoon..really sien..so ma3 online lar..but i didnt expect any more comments from "the anonymous". When i typed www.gottatell.blogpot.com, and saw "2" comments in my blog, i was really thunderstruck ( a little bit kua1 zhang1) and surprised..Actually, "the anonymous" or in other words (you) really give me a lot of surprises...

and the first one..really have no idea..but it is really great fun when somebody u know dont want to let u know who he or she is...It is kinda like i have a pen-pals in foreign country..Unfortunately, T.A ( the anonymous, i am very lazy to write these two words again and agian, however, this shortform has nothing to do with the apprentice) lives in Malaysia...dont get a chance to ask him or her to send me a postcard...

Ya, i nearly forgot that i wrote about avril+kelly+andy in my blog...and the latest one is kendra...maybe i will add one more tonight...9.30p.m. tonight, there is a show called Branson's Quest for the best...and today...the new president of the "Virgin" will be chosen...it is between Sara and Shawn ( woman versus man )..but at least i know there are just few of us listen to English songs and specificly know the title of songs...So, if i wanna know who u r, it is not very difficult, huh? "Fall to pieces" is kinda like 2-3 months already...and i have avril's PIRATED cd..so i have heard it last year.....

Besides, there are just few of us will surf the net till late at night...So, there area less than 5 posibilities...and seldom ppl use shortform like that, i mean ( will---> wil , be--->b, thinking----->thnkin) somekind like that...Haha..but it is not important right...just as long as u dont call urself as "wei zhxxng", really sick of that name...( and i like play wo3 cai1 wo3 cai1 wo3 cai1 cai1 cai1, yet, if possible, pls give me more clues... ;) ) Yeah...just constanly talk about me ..why dont talk about u.....?? just hope that u will tell me more about u.....k?

Anyway…I think my blog’s name can change to “ To anonymous” already….…sure I would be happy to know who u r…( y u said I will say “cheh” to you….??) haha…thnk so negatively…at least u have mentioned tat I will say “cheh” , I will react in another way by saying “ I knew it was u, T.A.”

ok..just thnking of something to do...

tata...

To anonymous AGAIN: I am sorry, i was wrong already(MAYBE)

I am not so surte who u r..but there are just 2 girls n 2 guys will talk to me about avril...

For the girl, 1 is kai, a is pik hui..but i dont thnk pik hui will view my blog..For the guys, it is lh..but i dont think he online recently..So...another is aaron....but i didnt give aaron my blog...
I guess u r Kai maybe..or....Aaron( not so sure)

Ya..Just wanna said that i am so sorry because i was wrong..actually..if it was u( i mean kai or aaron) who left the msg for me for the post entitled FATE IS IN UR HAND...i wont react that much..cause many ppl think about me like that...and i have no feeling about that...cause everyone got his or her personality...and I AM SO HAPPY THAT I GOT MINE. ya..actually..u need not to say sorry about that...cause it is just the way i am..and i am happy with who i am ... just that wanna clarify to them that I DO UNWIND AT HOME DE WOR!!! ;)

JUst because my best friends sometimes just said that i am too tense, so i hope tat maybe they will just change their opinion..but actually..it is just ok lar..maybe i am really too nervous about everything...Ya...i admit it..unlke xian hui always so calm./.haha...

about y i keep that close about my blog is just because....................( after thinking 4 a while, i cant find any reasons for that)..maybe it is just part of my mysterious personality..I dont like talking to ppl about my woes...or about my secrets...i seldom share them..dunno why..But i also dont have any any woes or secrets lar....

anyway..IF i am wrong again....i am so sorry and wanna apologize....and if possible pls let me know who u r....but if u refuse to do it..it is ok also ..cause it at least make me feel it is really mysterious..

K...Have a nice day or dreams...Insomnia ISNT THAT GOOD>..hope u can always sleep well.... ;)
tata

To anonymous ---- in other words...XINMIN ( if i am not mistaken)

ok...if i am mistaken, i am so sorry cuse i didnt mean to.However, i dont think that i will make such a big mistake cause you are the only one who has my blog....

Actually, i am not tat crazy de..U all really dont know what i was doing at home...Ya, maybe i seldom watch movie( hey..there is not a "maybe", i did watch tv shows or movie too). You will think that i really watch a lot of tv if u r dorothy or lh maybe..it is mainly because u guys like watching astro or korean drama...but on the contrary...i like English drama...and u guys didnt watch it..So..i didnt discuss the storyline with u all lor...and this is the main reason why i looked as if I didnt unwind at home..

In fact, there is something that u all dont know is that i have another method of relaxing. I often spend some time playing guitar and singing at home. In fact, when i was playing guitar, u all might sitting in front of te television to watch ur astro/korean drama...HAHA..

YA, maybe sometimes i looked really tense at school...I am so sorry for not catcing up with the latest ba4 gua4 recently with u guys...(IF)..haha..anyway...I am really out-dated nowadays...

Ya, just wanna tell u also, if u r really xinmin----pls keep on reading my post..If u r not..then thanks 4 reading...

Dunno y ur xue2 zhang3 tuan3 so bc..So just hope taht u can unwind and relax sometimes..actually, in my opinion, u r a tough and strong girl( at least stronger than me) Sometimes, really admire u because u can really learn a lot of things from that dont-know-why-so-bc de xue2 zhang3 tuan2...Yet, that does not mean that i want a hectic life and enjoy staying back at schl till 6pm EVERYDAY lar...

So, hpe that u can relax and remember if u got time...just come over to my house and tell me something that i dunno..maybe some latest news...as u know..i am pretty out-of-date...YA, do u know that there is no more KFC in mutiara? Do you know there are some mamak in mutiara? If u dont...just wanna update u...and laugh at u...cause last time i went to mutiara... I just being laugh by ceo hao n wei hong of being outdated...

K...dunno why this time write so long....
bye...

FATE is IN your hand

I have just took a test about my personalities..
.actually, it is really fun and very zun3..i think..
I hope that i am what it said .
However, taking a test doesn't mean anything...it will at least boost my confidence and i will strive to succeed...I hope that i will really be what i want to be..Nop, i should have said...I WILL BE WHAT I WANNA BE....
because fate is in my hand...

I hope it is true..

June, you're a Millionaire!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Millionaire which means you are a
Success / Thinker Your primary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Thinker" characteristics. That means you're very ambitious and personable, and you've got a great sense of humor. Chances are you care a lot about how you look. You're bursting with self-confidence, and people admire you for your achievements and determination.How do we know all this? How do we know that behind that bold exterior you sometimes worry that you're not good enough? Or that you can be so critical of your work that it verges on self-destructive? How could we have divined that you aim to succeed — and you'll quickly crush anyone who stands in your way?Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Millionaire.And that's just scratching the surface.

Reality shows

Reality shows have been my favourite tv shows...The Apprentice, the reality show by Richard Branson and Malaysian Idol. Last week was the season finale of the apprentice 3, guess i wont have any chances to see Donald Trump on that show again...But, I was so happy because KENDRA- representative of BOOKSMART had won. SHE had proved that studying is important. Yeah....in fact, Our honour Miss KENDRA is only 26 years old.Do u want me to repeat one more time? ok, fine. SHE IS ONLY 26 YEARS OLD AND SHE BET OTHERS CANDIDATES WHO MAY HAVE MORE EXPERIENCE THAN HER.She beat the other 17 candidates and be the apprentice.I really admire her. She owns an company realated to real estate i think.( didnt do much research about her, but i am going to) I wonder how she did it. Estimating that she graduaded when she was 22 years old. HOw could she be a boss after 4 years????? ok, she is very strong and tough...YEAH......

Insomnia, i am gonna beat u!

Ya, i have been sufering insomnia since the exams began.Actually thinking it back, i think that i have suffered it throughout this year, right? just it has become more serious when i am facing my trial exams.. I had experienced 1-2 times that i was still awake until 3a.m... And i had to go to school that morning and have my exams..(I ahve to wake up at 5.40a.m.)

So, today, i go surfing the net..and find something which is very useful for me..unfortunately, i cant print it out....So, if anyone of u has the same situation and face insomnia....pls log on to

http://www.well.com/user/mick/insomnia/

i dont know whether it will work or not..but i hope it will......

Holiday

maybe it is called relax..but i just think that i have wasted a lot of time..If i am not mistaken..the anonymous is one of my dear friend...but can u pls let me know who r u?? haha..anyway, my holiday is over...do u know how sad i am..? haiz...anyway, can see friends and chat with them..not bad huh...but i just kinda miss my life that i have to think about " what i am gonna do next". When school reopen, i think i am gonna to think about " what i am gonna do first?" Anyway, I LOVE SCHOOL, I LOVE CH, See you on monday

Holiday

wow...i am now in holiday??? can u believe it..in fact i just dont know what am i doing..wasting my time...oh dear, you have to unwind..that's what u have to do ...
After the taxing examinations( i cant use the word "after" in fact cause we havent actually finished our exams) it is really cool to have a holiday which is considered very short...
What i have done during tis holiday..in fact i have been day-dreaming all the day , sleeping and eating...it's kinda like i am wasting my precious time. I havent started my holiday plan though. Anyway, tomorrow, i really gotto write a composition and esei already( at least a composition la)
Anyway, really happy cause i have downloaded "break you" by Marion Raven successfully....I wa really astounded when i found out that i could download all of her songs??? However, i cant figurr out y i can download all her song in her official site????(maybe it's not her official site)

"Before Your Love"
Kelly Clarkson

Iwonder how I ever make it through a day
How did I settle for the world in shades of gray
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why
And I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out in front of me
And I realized
I'd never live
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
And I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'I'd never lived...
Before your love
I wanted more than just an ordinary life
All of my dreams, seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you and my heart is in your hands
And I dont know howI'd survive without your kiss
Cuz you've given me
A reason to existI'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never felt
Before your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again,
I wasn't really livin'I'd never lived.
.. before your loveI'd never lived...
Before your loveAnd I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you've breathed your love into me just in time
I'd never lived
Before your love
I'd never feltBefore your touch
I'd never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then againI wasn't really livin
'I'd never livedI'd never lived
Before!...Your!!...Love!!!...



Go and hear it....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this song really ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kelly clarkson

She is a wonderful girl with a powerful voice....
I am so regret for not watching the American Idol 1.....She won it...
Her songs are great and full of inspiration..yeah...i bought her cd( but is fan ban) yesterday..it was really cool and nice and i love it very much..
After listening to her cd, I discovered something!!! I discovered something!!!...
Actually, her style is a little bit like Avril's style..ya..her song...but it is undeniable that Kelly
s voice is more powerful....Anyway, Avril also good at composing song....The Since u been Gone by Kelly clarkson is actually composed by Avril...

Kelly Clarkson + Andy Litinsky( the Apprentice )Haha!!!! ROCKS.........

june 

The Apprentice

A very thank you to Mart Burnett and our hounarable Mr. Trump 4 producing such a great tv show and maybe the hottest tv show in the world. I really like that show very much as it inspires me and motivates me a lot. From that show, maybe i know more about what ppl i am going to meet in the future. I really hope that i can be a successful person in the future. I know I would because only ppl with confident and passionate will succedd in waht he or she is doing...

Anyway, also wanna add...ANDY U R Very Clever lor...he is a samart guy who won national debate team in America and also a graduated student from HARVARD UNIVERSITY....very smart with ur plan in buiness also you dont have many experiences in the buiness world....

THE APPRENTICE, YEAH