Never Try, Never Know

I was really glad that i didn't let hesitation overwhelmed me. I am glad that i participated in that impromptu speech. The lesson that i learnt was so precious ----- Never Try , Never KNow.

I have been struggling for about a week about this impromptu speech. I know i have the confidence in presentation and i definitely like it, just that i dunno whether i can make a speech without any preperation. That sounds a bit scary, but not anymore. Because once i tried, and i know that actually I can do it because my mindset was not for winning, it was for learning.

I was the 12th speaker. When the 11th speaker was on the stage, i got my topic -"Is education important? Explain."Ok, when i got this topic, i like it. But damn lar, my previous speaker spoke less than 1 minute(she was kinda nervous and dunno what to talk about) and it gave me only about 1 min to think of the points to talk.

So, being a great fan of "The Apprentice", i start my speech linking to apprentice because Season 3 of the apprentice is about "team with education v. team without education". Haha..ok, it started off well and it ended well.

Aftger i finished, i am just GLAD that i came, I GLAD that I HAVE the courage to do an impromptu speech ---NEVER TRY , NEVER KNOW, at least now I KNOW I CAN!!!

Didn't expect much to get a prize(I do want lar, just that if didnt get also ok cause at least i have the courage to participate). So, after the 30th contestant ended his speech, it is time for the judges to select the top 5 and the top5 will be given a topic to do a speech all over again. (everybody has the same topic).

OK, I think i am just lucky cause i was the 5th person to be announced as one of the top 5. Oh my god! need to do another speech again.

So, 5 of us went to another venue where we will need to prepare for another speech in 1 minute again. Haha, i was the fourth speaker. and Guess what is the topic? "Give 3 reasons you love being a Malaysian"

What comes up in my mind in the first place? aiya, actually i dont really like malaysia very much de lor.. never mind lar for the sake of this competition, i need to cheat.

Yea.. Cheating also can end up with second runner-up. That's really the happiest thing that happen to me (at least recently lar). Cause i learnt a lesson - Never try, never know.

I wanna blog it cause i want to remind myself and others ----- Never afraid of failure. If you afraid of it, you will not try. If you dont try, you will NEVER KNOW.
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So, kinda looking forward to the next challenge... when will it come? SOON and i cant wait it.

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Ok, i finished with the happy thing and let me begin with things that i am struggling.
I just love my society - CDS (Career Development Society) . I want to be very actiave(the damn active one) in this society. I wish i can, just that i dont have the time for it. How to balance academic+ co-curricular activities+ job and make sure they are 100%?? Yes, i know i can, but when i can, I WILL BE DAMN EXHAUSTED.

If i participate, i can definitely see myself in 3 years time. I know if i active in it, i will gain a lot of new experiences, meet with the ppl i like to meet. BUt............ ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........... have been struggling this for months actually....

I am so sorry that if i disappoint any of the main com and president cause i didnt go for the interview. I just think if i am still struggling for whether to be in active, I AM still not ready to give my 100% to CDS which i will certainly do if i have 48 hours per day.

I wish that they wont really think i am not interested in their society.. I DO just that i cant give you my 100%(which i know u guys want me to) when i am still not so ready yet..

HOPE there is someone that can understand how i feel now..
ANYONE OUT THERE understands me????

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Knock Knock
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Time to back to reality

I was Tagged by the girl who is laving us 9 days later

* Dunno when we will see BULU again, but BULU, you just try to update ur blog more often cause WE will view ur blog as much as we can!!*

and thanks for ur countdown in your blog, it reminds me of when u are gonna leave us

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. The first weird thing is I AM JUST A GIRL WITH STRANGE TASTE.

2. Ya, I USED To( just want to emphasize here) like to read Crayon Shin Chan comics and i was addicted to it. But as you know, the comics are really funny. During the SPM exams, i read it to relax when i cant sleep at 3 something. (Yea..i was having insomnia). Many ppl who know me like crayon shin chan will definitely think i am just a girl with STRANGE TASTE!

3. My name is JUNE because i was borned in JUNE. I know! U will sure think it is weird and U will SURE say u are OCTOBER becsue u were borned in OCTOBER.

4. I LIKE USA and i hope i can go there to experience te life there at least once.

5. I couldn't accept something like "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT" . Becasue i think if you really like someone, you should like his/her ersonality and i dont think you can see a person's personalities when you see him/her for the first time. And i believe those guys who wanna kao leng lui or da shan leng lui when they first see her is quite fu1 qian3.
( no offence to guys cause i know guys are borned like that, nothing can change this fact and thus i choose to accept this fact.)

6. I am 1/8 portugese and i can definitely know how to speak the language. BELIEVE ME!

7. I admire my brother, oh my god, he is very capable and i hope i can meet more ppl who have his kind of attitude towards life. He has become one of my inspiration. He makes me want to upgrade myself.

8. I think gemini has a lot of different personalities. and i think that's really true!

9. When i am crying, dont you ever sak to me. cause you will make me cry more. If i rally happen to be crying in front of you (which is unlikely to happen now), you better just sit beside me and say NOTHING. By having someone beside me but saying nothing will be sufficient enough to stop me crying.

10. When i am laughing, it is not my zhi1 qi4 guan3 got problem( dunno who said so liao---> seems to be baby or chea hao). It is because I am borned like that.

The 11th not so weird thing is that,

11. MIN!, I MISS YOU LERRRRRRRRR. Take care there ya! Since you said i didnt update my blog, so i think it should be the time i update and at least leave a msg for you here. Kinda looking to sing K with u again!

The 12th not so weird thing is that,

12. BULU, u take care in JAPAN ya. and u try to find whether got shin chan postcard in Japan. If you have, you must send me one. I will appreciate it very much..Haha

The 13th not so weird thing is that,
13. I am just a normal gril with strange taste( it has become a fact to me and i will jut accept it)

The 14th not so weird thing is that,
14. I think i should finish this post and wtch my tv programme already! and before that , i would like to tag the following:


1. Ardy who always asks me what is the colour of the sky.

2. Mee chui who was used to active in blogging but not so frequent now.

3. Karmen who is becoming prettier and prettier

4. Yin han who is a talented girl

5. Aaron who has not updated his blog for quite some time

6. Yik Cai wo is living with his ex teacher now

7. XINMIN who is my lesbian buddy that i really missssssssssssssssssssssssssssss( she likes purple colour)

The apprentice = Apprentice itu

My brother asked me when there will be "The Apprentice" in Malaysia.

So, we made such a joke, Tony Fernendes will have one show called

"Apprentice Itu" when he retired.