olaaaaaaaaaaaa!

well, i didnt get a manicure & pedicure, cause i just bought the nail polish and did it myself hahahahah

--but still considered mission accomplish

Next hope:
1. i wish to attend a halloweens party. my first halloween
2. ice-skating again
3. swimming maybe for december laaaa

life has been really good! i am a happier person since i join gym, i love the zumba & dancing classes

My new checklist

1. Get my FIRST EVER manicure and pedicure !!

2. GYM

3. 

It's June 2014!!!

OMGGGG i didnt blog for the whole year!! how could I !!!!!!

It's June 2014! and its mid year. Well, just got some reminders for myself, so i might as well take it down. Its like a resolution/reminder.

1. Be awesome!

2. You can always be better than yesterday!

3. Learn New things!

4. Love things!!!

5. be possitive, even though its hard sometimes.

But realizing when u face uncertainty, having a positive mind is ALWAYS better than being negative.

6. live in present. The past is past for a reason. The future will be future-june problem. So there's nothing u should be worried about. Present is something u can do about & change.

7. Always remember : HAPPINESS is a choice

8. Love urself!
9. This one is hard , but remember u are responsible for ur own emotions.
Others can only hurt you if u allow them. So take charge of ur own emotions and not blaming others about it even though their actions aren't acceptable and responsible or reasonable.

10. Believe in things even when it's hard to do so.

11. Don't compare. Everyone has his or her own good or shits.

12. Be grateful about ur life , family, friends. Work. LOVE MY JOB!!

13. If u sad or frustrates about something , remember eventually it will be okay.
If it is not okay, it's not okay yet.
But eventually it will be okay
It's just a matter of time.
So don be so stupid to keep digging the problem. Cause it will be OKAY!

14. Remember all the things above u have learnt ❤️️❤️️

well, thats all i can think of now.

Ola!!!!

This is the first post of the year!!

It has been 2 months since i last blogged. Well, a lot things have changed.

Firstly, i moved to KD
secondly, i got a fulltime staff and a part timer again
thirdly. I read A LOT of books!

and i started going out again! ;) well, just once, but at least i did make some improvements

and i realize how lucky i am , how good my life is, and i am really thankful for what i am having right now.

and i watched the 1st movie yesterday with bro & his gf after 7 months not watching any in cinema. Well, it did remind me of something i dont wan to be reminded , but i know i am ready to Move on completely! =)

and i cant wait to meet more new faces in the coming months!

I am sure, someone and something is better out there waiting for me to explore =)

Things will be awesome! YES, i am sure it will.

=)


First post ever posted from KD <3 p="">

很有意思

To love at all is to be vulnerable

london!!

I created a blog to writer about my trip , in order to update my mum so that she can see some pictures , and I am able to do 2 things at the same time :

She see the pic , and I can write story at te same time 

Here her : http://www.junefuntravel.blogspot.co.uk/?m=1

I am basically laying on Joean bed now , woke up a bit after such a nice sleeping !

Fb detox for a week

Awesome !!!

Well I started this detox since last week, and I really feel my world is more awesome without Fb .

I will still need to use Fb for work purpose , and I am trying to limit its use for work purpose , not to play too much of it :)

I think I prefer blogs, cause blog is like google . Those ppl who genuinely interested in ur life will come and look at it.

Fb is is a TV commercial, like I never subscribe to it but it will push me to see it . And I missing writing sometimes :) 

And just because I stop Fb , I have finished 2 books :) 

AWESOME!

This damn thing works!!!

Just a reminder to myself, never try never works!

one of my website was being marked by FB as spam, tried so many times emailing them , sending reports, googling for solutions, contacting a fb ex officer in US, searching forums,

Nothing works until... i saw someone posted in forum saying that can write letter to FB in US & ireland.

Seriously, writing a physical letter.

It dragged me like 1 month till i finally have time to write & go to post office bought Rm2 x 2 stamps & mailed my letter over to fb!

It was last week i did that, now it unblock one of my websites..


hahahaahha well, such a simple thing makes me happy because it reminded me that,
U JUST GOTTA TRY EVERYTHING TO MAKE IT WORK

well, maybe its a reminder to myself that i have to make up my mind on my group project with my teammates i met last month.

Perhaps i should give it a go before saying that it doesnt work  :D

Few things I want right now

- I wanna refresh myself !! Just like how u click restart button of ur computer 

- I wanna enjoy my uk trip to the max and hope I do get some inspiration while relaxing. They said when u relax , there's where all the inspiring ideas come from

- I wanna meet more ppl ! Well , to kick start my project I basically need some network so that new network gives u new ideas. But this can Only be done after uk trip and after moving house to KD. Can't wait for both

- I wanna make this Internet marketing works ! I actually went to a class last month to get some ideas about Internet marketing , how these guys actually earn money without having to work. Really , they don't need to work !! 

- I wanna play Fb lesser !

Even as I have to use it due to my job requirement , I need to limit personal time Fb cause I think I spent too much time on it. I actually finished 70% of a new book I bought just because 2 nights I force myself not to Fb but to read a book

- I wanna learn new things!!

It will shift my paradigm on things that I have been focusing negatively too much !

For these ppl , fuck it 

These are something I wanna do ! I wrote it because it will enforce myself to do it !! And writing it in blog makes me even to make sure it works!!

My un-read books are piling !

:(

原来一句"对不起＂对我 也没有什么作用

U said u wanted to say sorry for a long time.

I wished I just replied FU cause

If u really intended to say sorry & mean it, uwould have said it long time ago , with actions and sincerity.

 I just replied u are  still my friend. I think I should have just said fuck u.

I will take the sorry and I need to constantly remind myself that's it .

That's it , and it's really the time to put everything behind , moving forward.

well, I have been through shit things, I am sure I can do it 

I am not very emo , I just got angry , and I need to leave my words out , and things will be fine .

加油吧!!

The bf so nice right ??

太帅了

我好久没酱花痴了

花痴一下

But  how u got my name right in Fb ????

I never introduced myself to anyone

And I never give anyone my email

And I never post my whereabouts in Fb

That's very very very strangeeeeeeeeee

我要加油！！

其实很小事

知道一切都会过去 

那就不会有问题

可能现在心还不够大

呵呵

Shopping 去了

希望去旅行 搬新家

全新开始

想买这个床架 很漂亮哦

Stitchhhhh

释迦牟尼佛最经典的4句话 

1.无论你遇见谁， 他都是在你生命中该出现的人。 这意味，没有人是因为偶然进入我们的生命。每个在我们周围，和我们有互动的人，都代表一些事。也许要教会我们什么，也许要协助我们改善眼前的一个情况。

2.无论发生什么事， 那都是唯一会发生的事。 我们所经历的事，不可能以其它的方式发生，即便是最不重要的细节也不会。 无论发生什么事，那都是唯一会发生的，而且一定要那样发生，才能让我们学到经验以便继续前进。生命中，我们经验的每一种情境都是绝对完美的，即便它不符我们的理解与自尊。 

3.不管事情开始于哪个时刻， 都是对的时刻。 每一件事都正好是在对的时刻开始的，不早也不晚。当我们准备好，准备经历生命中的新奇时刻，它就在那里，随时准备开始。

4.已经结束的， 就已经结束了。 这是如此简单。当生命中有些事情结束，它会帮助我们进化。这是为什么，要完整享受已然发生的事，最好是放下并持续前进。 

你坐在这里，读着这些文字，我相信绝非巧合。 如果这些文字触动你的心弦，那是因为你的因缘成熟。 你明白，没有任何一片雪花会因为意外落在错的地方。 

善待自己！ 爱你的存在！ 让自己快乐！ 让周围快乐！

Raya 2013 - Ipoh trip