OMG>.....

i am studying subject which will not be of use to me.. and i keep on studying it everyday..

memorize it.. stupid.. memorize and then forget.. memoriaze again.. then memorize again and write in the exam paper, then forget it 4ever...


I mean... to be effective, they should just give just some focus on the exams.. so that we can memorize the most important parts, and utilize the time to do more effective stuff right??

whatever..

I gonna vomitt... till so sien....


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH............................


I tell u...


i am looking forward to this year's christmas...

KOK JOEAN.. i was just kidding lar... just wanna make u feel bad only... and also.. u must keep me updated with all ur news mar. now i am like korek news from ling ling

ONG xin min... why always not happy????? Be happy always mar.. and then dont even tell ppl why u not happy.

ANG PIK HUI...... u come back then faster update me everything...


TZEH HUAEH... always dont chat one.. greeted her but no response..


Z: u reminded me ur bd is on 8th May.. and..i defintielyrmemeber
Myself : ei, pls lar, no timestudy still blogging..


TATAT



Counting down to 8th May, then 25th Dec...

Final exam is coming soon...

less than 10 days..


after 8th May, i will be so damn happy!!!!!

Gonna finish my 1st sem !!!!

Feel like being cheated by my ex-tutor to take part in CIMB FLP business challenge.

SHe didnt tell me that preparation is needed for this competition. And we need to hand in a business proposal for this competition.

It is not that i dont like to write business proposal..

It is just that i am not FOND OF competition that requires me to do preparation.

that's why i like those impromptu speech competition, no preparation is required.. u just need to bring urself and if lucky, u bring back a trophy.

If i knew the competition needs preparation, i would have rejected it.

And it was a team work competition, we didnt get the chance to choose the team members. Intially, i thought he gonna select good students from other courses, but it seems that after being rejected by few students, he simply choose other team members.

So, what's the point?

But, no chance for turning back. So, just go for it lar..fortunately it is after exam.

and i just received an email from him to attend a CIMB talk next week, considering the final is around the corner, i dont really bother to attend it

Oh god.. MISS both stich and A-teens so much.

Still in sg long now..

Today we met with our supervisor for thesis in the afternoon. I actually mailed her our research proposal yesterday for her to have a look . She seems bc these days, i didnt expect that she would read the proposal .

So when we met her this afternoon, this is waht she said,
" I am really impressed with the proposal. Out of the 4 groups i supervise, this is really good for just a proposal. I even rejected others' proposal, but urs i have nothing to comment so far.'

This is not the end.

She actually mentioned "impressive with our work" several times, around 3 times during our 15 min meet up.

Really glad for that.. u know.. after all, i really nearly cried out when my STUPID ACER COMPUTER SPOILT which nearly caused all my valuable information about this research proposal GONEEE!!!

Yea, I have put in hard work and really glad that i receive something in return. But still, 8 more months to go. Still so far away from completing the thesis...

Anyway, tomorrow i am participating CIMA competition, see what i can get tomorrow. *and that's why i am still staying in sg long on friday night.
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Every choice has its opportunity costs. So, just embrace it!

You should be happy wherever you are. It is not the place that determines the hapiness, it is you yourself

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June
Week 12 friday
274 days

My computer spoilt 3 days before my presentation. and all my preparation for the research proposal presentation was inside that stupid ACER computer. It was really a shxtty moment for me at that time.

But fortunately, i ahve some backups in my emails :)

And the presentation went smoothly.. fortunately...
We were so scared because the lecturer is very strict and sarcastic at the same time. The way he speaks is so sarcastic and we were all relieved when he said our presentation was good.


So, the next thing i did last friday was to buy a laptop.

SAM THONG, it costs me RM2260... walau..... my hard earned money...

aiya. but think about it, LOSING IMPORTANT DATA in the future vs SPEND RM2260,

i think it is a good investment for a new laptop though.

and last saturday, i met with some of my priamry schoolmates.. ahah.. i never met them for like N years, and really glad that i get to see some of them..

And today is the beginning of week 12 :) First sem of final year is gonna end soon :)

:)

Research proposal presentation next week... FASTer faster come..

Because i know by the time it comes, i have finished preparing it...

argh..

the process is torturing...

and know what..

365- (31+28-17)=289.


I am really looking forward to this year christmas..
CHRISTMAS FASTER COME LARRRRRRRRRRRRr...

And my brother so shuang... He already graduated from UM and graduated from being an employee.. REALLY ENVY him..

every week he kept telling me sarcastically "it is so good to be final year students".

shxt...
shxt...
shxt...

Back to work now..

Stress level : I am really kind of stressed right now.. stress because of ambiguity in a lot of stuff.. Proposal for our research needed to be handed in WEEK11 wednesday,

today is week9 tuesday.


OH shxt... pls help me!!!!!!!!! so wish i could say something like : Never mind lar, XXX will settle it for us..

OMG....


Excitement level: yes, i am excited, i am now creating a shopping cart, i bought a domain 5 months ago, but havent really open it to public yet because my shopping cart isnt ready. Hopefully i would have more time to design it, considering i am a HTML, dreamweaver beginner, and also photoshop beginner. Know those basic stuff only..

Hpefully i will have time soon for the web site.. Really looking forward to it.

And.... another good news is that. i got a germany customer... heeh... and now she is quite happy with the items received... so,.. means she is going to order more... BUt the thing is, I have limited time to peduli her..

OH GOSH...



THESIS. i love u k.. no matter what happens, i will still love u okay..




Stressed June

人生短短几十年。。。

想笑就笑

想哭就哭

不用压抑自己



我应该是时候排毒了。。。。。。。。。

Assignments are really driving me nuts.

But u know what. Left 320 days and i dont need to think why others are so NOT punctual, why others are so NOT responsible, and why others LIKE to YUM CHA when there are assignments piling..

and it is really interesting for me to see with this attitude, what would they be after 10 years...

YEa.. live with the attitude u have throughout ur life... that's ur problem, not my problem.

My problem is : i need to get a good score, although they cause me to do more work that i should, so what? i cant change them, let's change my perception.


Live ur own life, control ur own emotion.

whatever u do is not going to affect me because I myself control my own emotions, not u..

Live with those kind of attitude, and dont let me laugh at u after 10 years when we meet.

Hey peers,

I took a handwriting analaysis test recently, and i was sososososo surprised that 80% of what it says are true.. and i just think.. sometimes i need to change..Yea..

I know i havent been a good story sharer all the while. and i just dunno why.... I guess i just have this kind of "not-to-share" desease, and i dunno why.but i think sometimes we just need to change right?

Yea... i want to change :)


This is what i have been bc for the last 5 months ;)




Just a little thing to share :)

I had wonderful CNY celebrations :)

and thanks to XH, CH, Jong Wei, Tzeh Huaeh, XM for your accompany during the CNY..

THANkS to XH, CH, Jong Wei who came to Sri Gombak which CH claimed that it is a hot place (because me and min's skin colour) - And i think Singapore NTU campus is also a hot place as well, considering CH and Yao zhong's skin colour..

Enjoyed my CNY celebration which has come to an end.

Thanks mum for helping me arranging my stuff in my new hostel :) :) LOVE YOU!

GOSh.. tomorrow is the beginning of WEEK 4................ 11 more weeks to go till the ending of my 1st semester..

Seriously, i am counting down every day!

I have bigger dream.. but i need to be more organized, not to be that lazy to do stuff i planned, not to be lazy in thinking. not to be lazy in analyzing stuffs..

YEA>> i am really lazy.. and i need to change it !!!!!!!

hate it when i am in my final year right now...
not tough.. just that the thesis thingy has been bugging me..

ARGH>.........
nvm.. still left 330 days..
I will set up a count down soon..
ANd in fact.. I SHOULD SET UP A countdown..

1st day lectures ben given assignment Qs.. WT............f..

2nd day got streamyx connection ald.

3rd electricity being cut off cause the stupid new lanlord never cleared his electricity bill.. go out online till 1am only come back.. no choice, have to rush for assignments..


4th day YES!!!!!! electoricity recovers at night who i went back..

5th day... OH MY GOD>.. i love SRI GOMBAK...

that was my last week...

PLSSSSSS... assignments are flooding.. with really really tght schedule...

For the sake of enjoying during CNY.. i gonna rush aaaa..

after all.. i still left 340 days in UTAR..


HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

Been having a meaningful holiday i guess.
Just a little bit record for myself that i was a bit bit happy 2 days ago when my results released. There were As which i never really expected as i thought i had screwed up to score a B+

But hey, when everyone screws or other ppl screwed more than me, things just different. I am just a lucky girl, i guess. I can recall how much i worried when i was having that paper.

But even if i got a B+, i think i would be able to handle it as well. But scoring an A for that subject, it just makes me feel incrediblly surprise. Cause it actually helps to build my confidence in everything i do, my choice of doing other stuffs rather tan just academic thingy.

It makes me feel right though.

Received POSB security device yesterday and it made me feel utterly happy. Hahaha... yea, i have been waiting for this device for a week and finally it arrived. I paid RM250 to singapore to get this stuff though. And POSB has realy done a good job in the security environment of the banking system, unlike Mal banks, they just always got hacked by ppl (there is just a recent news, but cant recall which bank it is)

Went to MV with PH yesterday and watched a stupid movie called JUNO which is suppossed to be FUNNY.. but it didnt turn out the way. The actress of the movie, Ellen Page, even awarded as the best actress in the 200 Movie Award. I guess awarded movies are arts which normal ppl dont understand and cant even get a clue of it.

Today, courier reached my house and damn... i wasnt home. Shxtty it is.

And last time i was obsessed with SUPERNATURAL because of Dean,

and now.. i am watching GOSSIP GIRL, it is so OC but i prefer GOSSIP GIRL because the way the story is presented is very much likeDESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. If you watch these 3 shows, u will get what i mean.

Gossip girl's relationship map is much more complicated than OC's. OC just focuses on Ryan + Mar, Summer+ Seth+ Anna where both combinations have no relationship with each other ( meaning Ryan is not sleeping with Summer, and Mar is not going to date Seth)

but Look at gossip girl, it is like

Serena who is blair's best friend slept with Nate who is blair's boyfriend
and
blair slept with Chuck who is Nate's best friend
and
Serena's bf who is Dan whose father dated serena's mother before..
Let the list goes on.

And believe me, u cant watch this kind of show in the middle, it has to be started at the very beginning..

But supernatural which is very much similar to smallville ( u know what happen at the end of each episode, SUPERHEROES just save the world)

erm.. gues noone knows what i mean unless they watch shows that i watch which hardly happens though..

Happy holiday!

I am the least obsevant person i have ever known.

No sense of sensitivity at all.

WEnt to sungei wang yesterday with mum to buy my CNY clothes. couldnt go to Karmen's house cause no transportation to reach her place. and today just got a friend from Kuan Moo Tuan msned me saying that she saw me.

At first, i thought she might have sharp eyes and able to recognize me far far away.
But, she told me, she was right in front of me, as in FACE TO FACE, and she doesnt know what i was looking at, and she was paiseh to call my name..

ZADAO..

and that's it.

FACE TO FACE.. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME..

and the worst thing is that I DIDNT NOTICE IT AT ALL...
I think this isnt the first time.

So, anyone sees me anywhere, pls do not hesitate to greet me, u know, u might think i dont wanna choi u, but the truth is I REALLY DIDNT SEE YOU!!!!

P/s: Just noticed that the girl who saw me in sungei wang yesterday, her name is KARMEN LEE.

OH GOSH........

Went to MV yesterday with PH, YS, Hwei Yen, Wei Hong and met Karmen and Wc's friend Jia over there.

PH, YS, Hwei yen, WH and me went to Kenny to have lunch together, catching up for about 2.5 hours i guess. Hey man, not bad, i got to meet hwei Yen, we didnt really meet since .............. ages
And yea, she has lost quite a lot of weight. Good for her :) Really glad to know that as well.
and the last movie we went together was S.W.A.T (according to Hwei Yen, i liked S.W.A.T very much and i always said "sometimes doing the right thing isnt doing the right thing")

i remember i liked S.W.A.T before, but i dont remember me saying stuff like "sometimes doing the right thing isnt doing the right thing"

Just fei -ing for 2.5 hours, and got to know that SIngaporean like to use BM in an improper manner but believing they are correct when they arent.

The funniest example is how singaporean pronounce GENTING. yea, we pronounce in BM manner "gen" +"ting"

Singaporean, on the other hand, pronounced it in English manner.
"gen" (as in "gen" in generation) + "ting"

WEIRDO.........

and then we accidentally bumped into Karmen who actually had a meeting with Jia. Karmen in fact called me up millions of time when we were in Kenny, but u know, the line was too bad these days... that's how all these happen.

And yea, we went to watch YESMAN... this is definitely a funny movie. At least, i got to laugh for real.. hehe... u should watch it man! My next movie would be on Twilight with Ph next tuesday, hopefully she is not putting any helicopter..

After watching YESMAN, we just went back home. and guess waht, i had the best luck ever...
me, ys, wh wento to take KTM and we waited less than 5 minutes( the probability having to wait for KTM <5 mins is like 1%)
Then we took Putra( yea, waited less than 1 minute i guess)
and later on taking bus ( and yea, waited less than 10 mins, again probability is like 5%)

WHAT THE HECK... luckiest day ever...
Should have bought TOTO, MAGNUM..

K..cya.. and I LOVE LECTURESSSSS

Port Dickson - view from the balcony of the apartment I stayed

The 5 stars bus with an invidicual TV, headset and PS

View from the bus when we passed by.

Orchard ROad (* All those bags i was carrying werent mine, they belong to my aunt*)

Orchard Road again

Mum @ Orchard Road

Yea i know i know.. I look like my mum...

Today just went to KLCC to have a gathering with baby, xh,vs,mp. U know who they are, too lazy to type out the names.

It was just a short one, but i guess it was a warm one since I really really really never contacted them since september i guess.

Anyways, looking forward for more gatherings, will definitely be there IF POSSIBLE.

And today i have set a goal:
If i could earn RM2000 during my holiday. I will directly go to do eye laser or LASIK... Hhahaha

Let's see how it goes..... SEtting a goal makes my holiday much more meaningful.

Tomorrow needs to go to XIAO EN YUN to visit grandpa. Then later on needs to move my house in SUngai Long.

Not that i am MONEYHOLCS, dont get me wrong...
just that, i really really desperately would like to go for an Eye laser operation (as how desperate some pl would like to have a gf, oh gosh, i didnt talk about you, dont get me wrong k?)
and i guess since i wanted it so much, i must make it as a booster for me.....

Bad thing is still left 2 weeks holiday......... how to make RM2000 witin 2 weeks? RM1000 within 1 week, RM143 for a day??????????????

OK, jia you! jia YOU!

Oh my god... i "LOVE" LECTURES, THESIS, ASSIGNMENTS..........................................
LOVING THEM after 2 weeks...