I have bigger dream.. but i need to be more organized, not to be that lazy to do stuff i planned, not to be lazy in thinking. not to be lazy in analyzing stuffs..

YEA>> i am really lazy.. and i need to change it !!!!!!!

hate it when i am in my final year right now...
not tough.. just that the thesis thingy has been bugging me..

ARGH>.........
nvm.. still left 330 days..
I will set up a count down soon..
ANd in fact.. I SHOULD SET UP A countdown..

1st day lectures ben given assignment Qs.. WT............f..

2nd day got streamyx connection ald.

3rd electricity being cut off cause the stupid new lanlord never cleared his electricity bill.. go out online till 1am only come back.. no choice, have to rush for assignments..


4th day YES!!!!!! electoricity recovers at night who i went back..

5th day... OH MY GOD>.. i love SRI GOMBAK...

that was my last week...

PLSSSSSS... assignments are flooding.. with really really tght schedule...

For the sake of enjoying during CNY.. i gonna rush aaaa..

after all.. i still left 340 days in UTAR..


HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

Been having a meaningful holiday i guess.
Just a little bit record for myself that i was a bit bit happy 2 days ago when my results released. There were As which i never really expected as i thought i had screwed up to score a B+

But hey, when everyone screws or other ppl screwed more than me, things just different. I am just a lucky girl, i guess. I can recall how much i worried when i was having that paper.

But even if i got a B+, i think i would be able to handle it as well. But scoring an A for that subject, it just makes me feel incrediblly surprise. Cause it actually helps to build my confidence in everything i do, my choice of doing other stuffs rather tan just academic thingy.

It makes me feel right though.

Received POSB security device yesterday and it made me feel utterly happy. Hahaha... yea, i have been waiting for this device for a week and finally it arrived. I paid RM250 to singapore to get this stuff though. And POSB has realy done a good job in the security environment of the banking system, unlike Mal banks, they just always got hacked by ppl (there is just a recent news, but cant recall which bank it is)

Went to MV with PH yesterday and watched a stupid movie called JUNO which is suppossed to be FUNNY.. but it didnt turn out the way. The actress of the movie, Ellen Page, even awarded as the best actress in the 200 Movie Award. I guess awarded movies are arts which normal ppl dont understand and cant even get a clue of it.

Today, courier reached my house and damn... i wasnt home. Shxtty it is.

And last time i was obsessed with SUPERNATURAL because of Dean,

and now.. i am watching GOSSIP GIRL, it is so OC but i prefer GOSSIP GIRL because the way the story is presented is very much likeDESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. If you watch these 3 shows, u will get what i mean.

Gossip girl's relationship map is much more complicated than OC's. OC just focuses on Ryan + Mar, Summer+ Seth+ Anna where both combinations have no relationship with each other ( meaning Ryan is not sleeping with Summer, and Mar is not going to date Seth)

but Look at gossip girl, it is like

Serena who is blair's best friend slept with Nate who is blair's boyfriend
and
blair slept with Chuck who is Nate's best friend
and
Serena's bf who is Dan whose father dated serena's mother before..
Let the list goes on.

And believe me, u cant watch this kind of show in the middle, it has to be started at the very beginning..

But supernatural which is very much similar to smallville ( u know what happen at the end of each episode, SUPERHEROES just save the world)

erm.. gues noone knows what i mean unless they watch shows that i watch which hardly happens though..

Happy holiday!

I am the least obsevant person i have ever known.

No sense of sensitivity at all.

WEnt to sungei wang yesterday with mum to buy my CNY clothes. couldnt go to Karmen's house cause no transportation to reach her place. and today just got a friend from Kuan Moo Tuan msned me saying that she saw me.

At first, i thought she might have sharp eyes and able to recognize me far far away.
But, she told me, she was right in front of me, as in FACE TO FACE, and she doesnt know what i was looking at, and she was paiseh to call my name..

ZADAO..

and that's it.

FACE TO FACE.. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME..

and the worst thing is that I DIDNT NOTICE IT AT ALL...
I think this isnt the first time.

So, anyone sees me anywhere, pls do not hesitate to greet me, u know, u might think i dont wanna choi u, but the truth is I REALLY DIDNT SEE YOU!!!!

P/s: Just noticed that the girl who saw me in sungei wang yesterday, her name is KARMEN LEE.

OH GOSH........

Went to MV yesterday with PH, YS, Hwei Yen, Wei Hong and met Karmen and Wc's friend Jia over there.

PH, YS, Hwei yen, WH and me went to Kenny to have lunch together, catching up for about 2.5 hours i guess. Hey man, not bad, i got to meet hwei Yen, we didnt really meet since .............. ages
And yea, she has lost quite a lot of weight. Good for her :) Really glad to know that as well.
and the last movie we went together was S.W.A.T (according to Hwei Yen, i liked S.W.A.T very much and i always said "sometimes doing the right thing isnt doing the right thing")

i remember i liked S.W.A.T before, but i dont remember me saying stuff like "sometimes doing the right thing isnt doing the right thing"

Just fei -ing for 2.5 hours, and got to know that SIngaporean like to use BM in an improper manner but believing they are correct when they arent.

The funniest example is how singaporean pronounce GENTING. yea, we pronounce in BM manner "gen" +"ting"

Singaporean, on the other hand, pronounced it in English manner.
"gen" (as in "gen" in generation) + "ting"

WEIRDO.........

and then we accidentally bumped into Karmen who actually had a meeting with Jia. Karmen in fact called me up millions of time when we were in Kenny, but u know, the line was too bad these days... that's how all these happen.

And yea, we went to watch YESMAN... this is definitely a funny movie. At least, i got to laugh for real.. hehe... u should watch it man! My next movie would be on Twilight with Ph next tuesday, hopefully she is not putting any helicopter..

After watching YESMAN, we just went back home. and guess waht, i had the best luck ever...
me, ys, wh wento to take KTM and we waited less than 5 minutes( the probability having to wait for KTM <5 mins is like 1%)
Then we took Putra( yea, waited less than 1 minute i guess)
and later on taking bus ( and yea, waited less than 10 mins, again probability is like 5%)

WHAT THE HECK... luckiest day ever...
Should have bought TOTO, MAGNUM..

K..cya.. and I LOVE LECTURESSSSS

Port Dickson - view from the balcony of the apartment I stayed

The 5 stars bus with an invidicual TV, headset and PS

View from the bus when we passed by.

Orchard ROad (* All those bags i was carrying werent mine, they belong to my aunt*)

Orchard Road again

Mum @ Orchard Road

Yea i know i know.. I look like my mum...

Today just went to KLCC to have a gathering with baby, xh,vs,mp. U know who they are, too lazy to type out the names.

It was just a short one, but i guess it was a warm one since I really really really never contacted them since september i guess.

Anyways, looking forward for more gatherings, will definitely be there IF POSSIBLE.

And today i have set a goal:
If i could earn RM2000 during my holiday. I will directly go to do eye laser or LASIK... Hhahaha

Let's see how it goes..... SEtting a goal makes my holiday much more meaningful.

Tomorrow needs to go to XIAO EN YUN to visit grandpa. Then later on needs to move my house in SUngai Long.

Not that i am MONEYHOLCS, dont get me wrong...
just that, i really really desperately would like to go for an Eye laser operation (as how desperate some pl would like to have a gf, oh gosh, i didnt talk about you, dont get me wrong k?)
and i guess since i wanted it so much, i must make it as a booster for me.....

Bad thing is still left 2 weeks holiday......... how to make RM2000 witin 2 weeks? RM1000 within 1 week, RM143 for a day??????????????

OK, jia you! jia YOU!

Oh my god... i "LOVE" LECTURES, THESIS, ASSIGNMENTS..........................................
LOVING THEM after 2 weeks...

It has been a really hectic or chong shi holiday for me, i guess.
After exams, i went to singapore and after back from singapore, the very next day, me and mum had to rush back to Port Dickson cause my grandpa just passed away.

So, just back yesterday and now have to back to my own business ald..
A lot of stuff to catch up. haha... today is christmas day and it should be a rest day for me.

Holiday ending soon. SOSOSOSO super sad..

Still, i love this template.. the second one i had, i think
k. cya

Just back from singapore. Oh gosh, stuffs in singapore damn expensive but i didnt really spend much.

Just open a saving account at POSB bank which requires me to save SGD 500, oh and yea, singapore currency is damn high u know.. as in like 2.4. Everything just times by 2.4 and discourages me to even eat an ice cream along the orchard road. It is not that i am poor, just that when u convert it, u will think that why not wait for another 2 days and eat it in Malaysia, right?

Initially i thought that singaporean are much more civilised than Malaysian, but now i have changed my mind. Singaporeans dont thrw rubbish everywhere because they have a really effective and effecient government.

Malaysians, on the other hand, have less stricter, or i have to say, MORE LENIENT, government.

So my conclusion is, singaporean dont throw rubbish because of the COMPLIANCE not COMMITMENT. I am not saying that every singaporean is like that, just that i think as compared to other countries, singaporean are more to compliance whereas Malaysian, neither compliance nor commitment.

Stupid me. why go and talk about the compliance vs commitment thingy. But definitely, singapore is definitely a better place..hahah

By the way, despite the fact that i didnt spend much in singapore, i did spend a lot on the transportation. I went to Singapore by a FIVE STAR BUS. Let's see how 5 stars is it:

1. Everyone has a seat.
2. the seat can massage your back.
3. only 16 seats in a bus
4. Meals provided with coffee/tea
5. U have an individual tv (just like aeroplane, but much better than that, as u can adjust the TV, up and down,left or right)
6. U have PS to play, dramas to choose
7. The seat is adjustable using remote control till you can lay down nearly like a sleeping position.
8. Blanket provided for you to sleep.

and the prettiest thing is the price.. guess how much is it?
U know, first time and last time i would ever ride on this kind of bus.. EXCELLENT service WITH EXCELLEND PRICE.

i have the photos, just that my hp got problem.. so update next time if i happen to have the mood.


Lots of things to do during these hols, havent really contacted ph since she was back. Gonna call her up for meeting soon... yea..soon.. cause i wanna watch twilight.. iguess she would like it except the fact that it is a romance story between human beings and vampire..

Dunno.. who knows she has watched ald.

shxt.. holiday gonna to end soon. It is like so sucks that i only get 9 weeks holiday per year.. PER YEAR>. that sucks... but gonna graduate after another 365 days.

Counting down.. But still dunno where should i go after grad..

超不爽/。/

我没有办法压抑我的emotion。。。。
我心情是有点被影响到拉。 但是 that;s the best i can do

人性真的很险恶。。。
让我体会到为什么做每件事情要很小心。。
认识人。。 也要很小心。。。

哇老

很难解释。。
有时觉得自己很笨， 为什么一定要替人家出声。。。
没办法。。。 其他人都不出声。。。。
以后要更会保护自己了。。。



考试加油！！！！！！

I would have to say:

JENSEN ACKLES ROCKS!!!!!!!

SUPERNATURAL ROCKS!!!!!!!!

in between, he is cute when he was in SMALLVILLE,( tom welling xia sui lar)

but even cuter to be in SUPERNATURAL ...........

Supernatural

Have been watching this show recently.

By the way, JEnsen is so cute and humourous!

Hello friends,

Have been missing in action for quite some time, in blog, facebook(i never really like to use it), friendster(no longer used it), msn( have been on and off most of the time)

Just a little bit update of me: I am fine and healthy as always.
Just having something on with me, something i am so excited about, that's why seldom online.
:)

When the timing is right, i let u guys know ya!

Cheers,
June
Still contactable at +60123012589 and junelow@hotmail.com

命中注定

请问“命中注定 ” 好看 ME???????????
PLS: 我只是一直20x DVD FORWARD地看。。。

不懂为什么酱红？？？？？？？？？？？

心

很久， 没有去写自己的日记了（我的日记册， 不是blog ）
自从有了blog之后， 日记册更是变成年记册。
其实日记 vs blog, 当然比较喜欢日记
因为
写日记， 是不用拘束的。。
想写什么， 就什么， 想骂谁， 就骂谁， 不爽谁， 就不爽谁。

有时， 真的应该用心去看待一件事情， 不应该用眼睛。
用眼睛看待一件事情和用心，得到的结果会是不一样。。
从什么时候开始，我只是用眼睛去观察， 而忘了我的心在想什么？

从不知什么时候， 我有了个坏习惯。。
我患了“不分享 ”的病。。
我不会特地去分享。。我自己的东西。。。　好奇怪哦。。。。
不知怎么的。。
可能是时候用“心 ”去看待每一件事情。。

现在放着假。
爽
到爆

之前的那个ｓｅｍ，　
真的是很痛苦。。
原因是因为每个教授很爱给ａｓｓｉｇｎｍｎｅｔｓ，　又有ｍｉｄ－ｔｅｒｍｓ
加上之前作ｐａｒｔ－ｔｉｍｅ　ａｇｅｎｔ，
还有那初２，　ｆｏｒｍ　５的补习班．．　（ｆｏｒｍ　２　ｄｅ　　超顽皮，真的看到他们的天真与可爱）
还有要抽一抽时间来休息。。
哈哈　。。
基本上，　这个ｓｅｍ　拿４分的话，　我已经豁出去了。。我真的不会有遗憾。。

有时，　
会想为什么要酱搏。。
不懂。。。
我也不懂。。。

我有不一样的大学生活。。
但我也错过了一些精彩的。。。。。。　我其实也不懂我到底错过了什么。。

只是，　我觉得，　是时候让我给自己一个。。
“听一听心在想什么　　”的机会。。
让自己把想法写下来。。


这就是原来的我。。

LONDON.. HOPE TO SEE YOU NEXT YEAR

SHUANG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..



JIA YOU JIA YOU..............



ACHIEVING MY GOAL..



GONNA SAVE RM20 per day in order to go TO LONDON NEXT YEAR END..



HOPEFULLY LAR.



OKOKK

你知道吗？

你知道吗， 我真的真的很兴奋。。。

i have never been so passionate about something so much. It is like you areso into it and u can do it from morning till night.

OHＭＹGOSH.............

LIVING　ＥＶＥＲＹＤＡＹ　ＴＯ THE　ＦＵＬＬＥＳＴ！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

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