微笑，
这简单真挚的语言，
当潜入空虚的心灵时，
苦涩的心窝，
犹如接获天使的祝福，
充满希望。
微笑，
不会使赠送者变得拮据，
却能让收获者变得富有。
分秒之间，
婴儿般真诚的微笑，
令人永生难忘。
微笑，
是珍贵的止痛剂，
似穿过乌雨的太阳，
又似雪中的木炭，
照耀光芒，
使哀伤的人得到安抚。
微笑，
犹如色彩般，
点缀了黑白世界。
失去它，
那和谐的世界，
潜伏于宇宙间零散的黑洞。
微笑，
这简易的脸部运动，
买不着，借不着，偷不着，
心境愉快开朗，
就让我们当个微笑天使，
一齐微笑吧！
第一次用华语写blog
第一次写华语诗
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
The first and Last driving Test
I went for the driving test just now, kinda glad that I passed it with “driving” colours. Yeah, it was not extraordinary good, but it was considered “ok” overall after knowing that one of my just-known-during-driving-test friend has actually failed twice. Her name was Michelle, it was a loss that I didn’t get a chance to talk to her after the test. She is a friendly Indian girl indeed.
Anyway, Let’s start with the 1st test which is driving “on the roads”. Oh god, here are few things that I want to tell my beloved instructor, what what chameh, cant remember his name cause he is someone that is not worth remembering after all. It seems like receiving RM200 as duit kopi is not enough, he used that kind of Mrs.-Lim tone to talk to me. Hey, I gave him RM200 to keep his right hand to tick but not to keep him talking. Yea, kinda glad that I was used to Mrs. Lim’s I-AM-IMPATIENT glare, the what what chameh instructor scowl was considered 30% of Mrs. Lim anyway. Yeah..Mrs. Lim does appear to be very nice and kind sometimes. Just that her “sometimes” might appear to be “seldom” for me. Despite the fact that “chameh” talking to me with Mrs.-Lim tone, this session ended up with a nice “thank you” from me. I want to treat him better if he treated me more badly.
Anyway, not every officer is “chameh: type. There are exception. Two of the officers are really friendly. That’s the quality that a polite person should have. At least when I say “sorry”, they didn’t scowl at me with the fact that I have done something wrong. They replied “It’s ok” in a soothing tone. If you don’t respect people, people wont respect you, hope you get what I mean, “CHAMEH”.
After waiting for about 1 hour, it is the session which our most-gentleman-guy-in-5s1 hong ping failed. Walau, I hardly failed that session, it was a narrow escape!!! I only did it correctly for the second time there. Can you imagine how nervous you will be if you failed to do it for the 1st time? Nothing to worry right now, I passed it with “driving” colours what!!!
OOO..It was a long day. The driving test started at approximately 9 and ended at 1. However, I went back at 3 and ended up watching “Ice Age 2” alone at home…Hoooo…glad that I passes it!!!
Especially for xian hui, yeah, I received your message during the driving test, so now u r in Perak with malays, hope that you can cope with it and gambate
To xinmin, mao,karmen,vs,mic…Mid-term is coming next week..Add oil lor!!!!!!!!
Anyway, Let’s start with the 1st test which is driving “on the roads”. Oh god, here are few things that I want to tell my beloved instructor, what what chameh, cant remember his name cause he is someone that is not worth remembering after all. It seems like receiving RM200 as duit kopi is not enough, he used that kind of Mrs.-Lim tone to talk to me. Hey, I gave him RM200 to keep his right hand to tick but not to keep him talking. Yea, kinda glad that I was used to Mrs. Lim’s I-AM-IMPATIENT glare, the what what chameh instructor scowl was considered 30% of Mrs. Lim anyway. Yeah..Mrs. Lim does appear to be very nice and kind sometimes. Just that her “sometimes” might appear to be “seldom” for me. Despite the fact that “chameh” talking to me with Mrs.-Lim tone, this session ended up with a nice “thank you” from me. I want to treat him better if he treated me more badly.
Anyway, not every officer is “chameh: type. There are exception. Two of the officers are really friendly. That’s the quality that a polite person should have. At least when I say “sorry”, they didn’t scowl at me with the fact that I have done something wrong. They replied “It’s ok” in a soothing tone. If you don’t respect people, people wont respect you, hope you get what I mean, “CHAMEH”.
After waiting for about 1 hour, it is the session which our most-gentleman-guy-in-5s1 hong ping failed. Walau, I hardly failed that session, it was a narrow escape!!! I only did it correctly for the second time there. Can you imagine how nervous you will be if you failed to do it for the 1st time? Nothing to worry right now, I passed it with “driving” colours what!!!
OOO..It was a long day. The driving test started at approximately 9 and ended at 1. However, I went back at 3 and ended up watching “Ice Age 2” alone at home…Hoooo…glad that I passes it!!!
Especially for xian hui, yeah, I received your message during the driving test, so now u r in Perak with malays, hope that you can cope with it and gambate
To xinmin, mao,karmen,vs,mic…Mid-term is coming next week..Add oil lor!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Dunno-wat-title-to-put journal
It has been ages since I last updated my blog, thanks baby for informing me constantly about that. Life here just normal, nothing extraordinary happens recently, that’s why nothing should be posted.
Erm….I was a bit annoyed when I taught Syuhada last Sunday. (Syuhada is my student)Yea..She is a very hardworking student indeed although she is lack of a bit talent. I taught her Matematik Tambahan. What was really annoying was that she kept forgetting things that I had been taught her. I know, It is not her fault what! If she knows, then there is no point I teach her right? Anyway, I taught her from 10am till 3pm. Walau..yuan2 lai2 being a teacher can also kept looking at the watch constantly. What an irresponsible teacher!
After giving tuition, went to xinmin’s house. It was damn fun.We chatted a lot and I felt like updated a lot.haha. I could not believe that we really chatted from approximately 3.45 till 7 something..Was it, xinmin? Anyway, it was really great…Thanks ya
Last Saturday went to sungei wang with mum n mum’s friend.I walked there alone all by myself, kinda sien but something caught my eyes. I walked pass “HONG KONG VIDEO” (is it the name of the shop? I am not quite sure) What was really so surprising and stunning was that every latest original CDs were sold for RM15 only…OH MY GOD….ok, I am not bluffing. I tried to check every latest chinese cd that I know such as yang2 chen2 lin2 ---“celebrate” de CD… Something caught my eyes -----Leon’s concert dvd. It was sold at 19.00. Ok, I am not a fan of Leon although I had been to the airport to welcome him visiting Malaysia when I was really really young. It was 13 years ago though. As a matter of fact, my mum is a fan of him. Ok, xinmin found that it is a bit amusing when she knew my mum was a member of Leon fans club. I bought that dvd for my mum as the present of Mother’s Day.
However, there is a big big big problem here, I don’t have dvd player and my mum does not know how to use a computer. I tried to search for different dvd-to-vcd converter but to no avail. Actually, if I want to watch it through vcd player, what format should I use, MPEG or DAT? CONFUSED and FED UP. So, I decided to...........teach her using the computer to play dvd.
Erm….I was a bit annoyed when I taught Syuhada last Sunday. (Syuhada is my student)Yea..She is a very hardworking student indeed although she is lack of a bit talent. I taught her Matematik Tambahan. What was really annoying was that she kept forgetting things that I had been taught her. I know, It is not her fault what! If she knows, then there is no point I teach her right? Anyway, I taught her from 10am till 3pm. Walau..yuan2 lai2 being a teacher can also kept looking at the watch constantly. What an irresponsible teacher!
After giving tuition, went to xinmin’s house. It was damn fun.We chatted a lot and I felt like updated a lot.haha. I could not believe that we really chatted from approximately 3.45 till 7 something..Was it, xinmin? Anyway, it was really great…Thanks ya
Last Saturday went to sungei wang with mum n mum’s friend.I walked there alone all by myself, kinda sien but something caught my eyes. I walked pass “HONG KONG VIDEO” (is it the name of the shop? I am not quite sure) What was really so surprising and stunning was that every latest original CDs were sold for RM15 only…OH MY GOD….ok, I am not bluffing. I tried to check every latest chinese cd that I know such as yang2 chen2 lin2 ---“celebrate” de CD… Something caught my eyes -----Leon’s concert dvd. It was sold at 19.00. Ok, I am not a fan of Leon although I had been to the airport to welcome him visiting Malaysia when I was really really young. It was 13 years ago though. As a matter of fact, my mum is a fan of him. Ok, xinmin found that it is a bit amusing when she knew my mum was a member of Leon fans club. I bought that dvd for my mum as the present of Mother’s Day.
However, there is a big big big problem here, I don’t have dvd player and my mum does not know how to use a computer. I tried to search for different dvd-to-vcd converter but to no avail. Actually, if I want to watch it through vcd player, what format should I use, MPEG or DAT? CONFUSED and FED UP. So, I decided to...........teach her using the computer to play dvd.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
A walk to remember
I watched this movie on tv3 last friday. I would not say that it is a great movie that u MUST watch, but i think it is considered as a great movie to me. But, as u all know, my taste has a little bit problem. This movie is originate from a best-selling and compelling novel. What i like about this movie is that I learnt something from it, something that i dont even have a deep knowledge on, something surrounds us everyday but not everybody can realize its existance. It is like a wind, you can feel it, however, you cant really see it. It is ...L.O.V.E..(shxt, suddenly feel like wanna sng Ashlee Simpson's song)
Actually, this movie is about a love story of two teenagers, Jamie and Landon. It is not korean-type love story although Jamie died of Cancer in the end of the story. What makes it different from other love story is that it shows me what LOVE really is. It is when somebody make you feel special and different from others. He or she will change you, not the change in appearance, but the change in perspectives on life. He or she will make u want to change into a better person. Like is only when you feel happy when you be with somebody. Just happy, he or she might change you, but mostly in your appearance. Erm..It is just my opinion. Everybody has thier own definition in everything. Noone can tell who is right and who is wrong, that's what make everybody is different from each other.
I am just trying to find the soundtracks in this movie, however, It seems like impossible
Actually, this movie is about a love story of two teenagers, Jamie and Landon. It is not korean-type love story although Jamie died of Cancer in the end of the story. What makes it different from other love story is that it shows me what LOVE really is. It is when somebody make you feel special and different from others. He or she will change you, not the change in appearance, but the change in perspectives on life. He or she will make u want to change into a better person. Like is only when you feel happy when you be with somebody. Just happy, he or she might change you, but mostly in your appearance. Erm..It is just my opinion. Everybody has thier own definition in everything. Noone can tell who is right and who is wrong, that's what make everybody is different from each other.
I am just trying to find the soundtracks in this movie, however, It seems like impossible
MUSHROOM SOUP
26.4.2006 (Wednesday)
I know I should not be here right now. I should have stayed in my room instead and study accounting. However, I really want to praise Pizza Hut for giving me a great lunch at RM9.09 provided with good services. After the computer studies’ examination today, I urged my mum to fetch me to mid valley to have a date with my dearest mushroom soup. Walau….delicious ler. Ok, as a matter of fact, I really like mushroom soup very much. Erm, if I am asked to rank all the food existed in this world, mushroom soup will be the first, Famous Amos would be the second, Chocolates would be the third.
Back to mid valley, after parking the car, we went to Ground Floor ( is it ground floor? ok I don’t have any sense of direction, I admit it) Standing on the escalator, the first thing I saw was the scrumptious cookies in the world ---- Famous Amos. Mum was very full and not intended to have her lunch with me. So, I ate the lunch all by myself at pizza hut. Kinda lonely hor? I had that thought in the first place, however, when I looking around, haha…a lonely girl, two lonely guai2 lo2 was sitting around me. I WAS NOT LONELY AT ALL. After ordering for the pizza, looked around, seemed very wu2 liao2. After wu2 liao2 for about 3 minutes, only I remembered that mushroom soup is self service..Oh..stupid Me! OH GOD……DAMN DELICIOUS…
When I was eating, the guai2 lou2 at my back finished eating already. Erm… he left 2 pizzas, 2 cheese…WHAT A WASTE!!!
So, it is a MUST that u try the pizza…esp the mushroom soup, cant help to have a sip of the mushroom soup right now..haha
I know I should not be here right now. I should have stayed in my room instead and study accounting. However, I really want to praise Pizza Hut for giving me a great lunch at RM9.09 provided with good services. After the computer studies’ examination today, I urged my mum to fetch me to mid valley to have a date with my dearest mushroom soup. Walau….delicious ler. Ok, as a matter of fact, I really like mushroom soup very much. Erm, if I am asked to rank all the food existed in this world, mushroom soup will be the first, Famous Amos would be the second, Chocolates would be the third.
Back to mid valley, after parking the car, we went to Ground Floor ( is it ground floor? ok I don’t have any sense of direction, I admit it) Standing on the escalator, the first thing I saw was the scrumptious cookies in the world ---- Famous Amos. Mum was very full and not intended to have her lunch with me. So, I ate the lunch all by myself at pizza hut. Kinda lonely hor? I had that thought in the first place, however, when I looking around, haha…a lonely girl, two lonely guai2 lo2 was sitting around me. I WAS NOT LONELY AT ALL. After ordering for the pizza, looked around, seemed very wu2 liao2. After wu2 liao2 for about 3 minutes, only I remembered that mushroom soup is self service..Oh..stupid Me! OH GOD……DAMN DELICIOUS…
When I was eating, the guai2 lou2 at my back finished eating already. Erm… he left 2 pizzas, 2 cheese…WHAT A WASTE!!!
So, it is a MUST that u try the pizza…esp the mushroom soup, cant help to have a sip of the mushroom soup right now..haha
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Friday, April 07, 2006
Holiday
Finally, i will be having my holiday after 3 hours. Actually, i dont think it is called holiday, it is in fact written as "STUDY WEEK" in our UTAR calender. Anyway, who will bother whether it is holiday or study week? As long as i dont have to take LRT and UTAR bus and walk to the PD campus, it is called holiday.
Haiz..Need to study during holiday, cannot go out tim. Actually, i intended to go out with Taylor's A-Level"er"....
(interupted by somone)
I call this guy " someone". he is not the first guy that always asking examinatin tips from me. There is another guy, he is someone's friend. I was interupted by someone's friend yesterday. Just dont know why they can't attend the class themselves and listen to the tips themselves. What for for paying tuition fees? Paying 3000 something for skipping class ar? Not that i dont want to help them, it is just very ananoying... I would certainly like to help them in their studies, but i really dont like answering the questions that they can find by attending the CLASS!!! Anyway, forget it!!!
ok..let's continue..
ARG...
(interupted by someone)
Oh my god..he was sitting beside my just now. I was writing THIS POST and suddenly this unknown guy asked me," Are you blogging?"
June," ya, i am."
Unkonwn guy," Oh, i dont know how to bog wor..actually do u know how to blog ar?"
I demonstatred him how to create a new blog.
Unsatisfied, he asked," do u know how to post in the friendster?"
Since i am not friendster addicted, so i dont really know how to create a blog in friendster. However, being nice, i helped him to create a blog through friendster, which i regret it right now.
When i am helping him to find a way to create a blog in friendster, he asked me LOTS of questions: Are you a foundation student, SPM things, where do you live,what course are u taking ........
Suddenly, i found a way to create a blog. I asked him to try on his own, he tried...What i saw was UNBELIEVABLE!!!
Just now he told me that he didnt know how to post anyhting in the blog, but what i saw was that there were 2 posts in his friendster blog. I sudenly feel that this guy is weird. I think i was too stupid already, just now when i was chatting to him, he told me that he was a final year student who is currently studdying INFORMATION SYSTEM which is a subtopic of computer. A computer student dont know how to create blog, ARE YOU KIDDING?
OK, i forgot to mention that he is not 10 something, 20 something....he is 30 something. What i meant was his age. Oh god...
Just now he asked for my mail, i gave him..he asked for my hp, i also gave him...shit..why i am so stupid, who doesnt know how to create BLOG?
Received his sms just now, after reading the sms, i turned off the phone.
He asked me whether i am free to meet him...SHIT...
Haiz..Need to study during holiday, cannot go out tim. Actually, i intended to go out with Taylor's A-Level"er"....
(interupted by somone)
I call this guy " someone". he is not the first guy that always asking examinatin tips from me. There is another guy, he is someone's friend. I was interupted by someone's friend yesterday. Just dont know why they can't attend the class themselves and listen to the tips themselves. What for for paying tuition fees? Paying 3000 something for skipping class ar? Not that i dont want to help them, it is just very ananoying... I would certainly like to help them in their studies, but i really dont like answering the questions that they can find by attending the CLASS!!! Anyway, forget it!!!
ok..let's continue..
ARG...
(interupted by someone)
Oh my god..he was sitting beside my just now. I was writing THIS POST and suddenly this unknown guy asked me," Are you blogging?"
June," ya, i am."
Unkonwn guy," Oh, i dont know how to bog wor..actually do u know how to blog ar?"
I demonstatred him how to create a new blog.
Unsatisfied, he asked," do u know how to post in the friendster?"
Since i am not friendster addicted, so i dont really know how to create a blog in friendster. However, being nice, i helped him to create a blog through friendster, which i regret it right now.
When i am helping him to find a way to create a blog in friendster, he asked me LOTS of questions: Are you a foundation student, SPM things, where do you live,what course are u taking ........
Suddenly, i found a way to create a blog. I asked him to try on his own, he tried...What i saw was UNBELIEVABLE!!!
Just now he told me that he didnt know how to post anyhting in the blog, but what i saw was that there were 2 posts in his friendster blog. I sudenly feel that this guy is weird. I think i was too stupid already, just now when i was chatting to him, he told me that he was a final year student who is currently studdying INFORMATION SYSTEM which is a subtopic of computer. A computer student dont know how to create blog, ARE YOU KIDDING?
OK, i forgot to mention that he is not 10 something, 20 something....he is 30 something. What i meant was his age. Oh god...
Just now he asked for my mail, i gave him..he asked for my hp, i also gave him...shit..why i am so stupid, who doesnt know how to create BLOG?
Received his sms just now, after reading the sms, i turned off the phone.
He asked me whether i am free to meet him...SHIT...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Best season so far
Actually, I was intended to post something here yesterday morning in UTAR Lab. Who knows I would be in great stomachache and ended up in B2 toilet? Haha..just kidding anyway.
Yeah, after the 4th apprentice was chosen last Sunday, I was intended to write something about the finalists. Yeah, my target was previously changed from ANDY to ADAM. ( I wonder why all “A”s). However, every time that I started to notice them, started thinking that they are quite handsome, they will be fired in the following week.
This season was the great season so far, the finalist: Randal and Rebecca was pretty amazing. I personally admired Rebecca who is a 23-year-old woman or teenager.( I don’t think she is old enough to be a WOMAN) Wow! Another 23-year-old again. Last year, when Andy joined the Apprentice 2, he is also 23 years old. The reasons that I admired Rebecca is because of her loyalty, honesty and the way she handled all the pressure. My mouth was wide opened when I knew that she is just 23 years old. OH MY GOD. Besides that, she is not only intelligent, she is a pretty girl..
Here is a photo of hers:
Pretty and intelligent --- Rebecca
This pic is not so pretty anyway, when u see her on tv,
i bet u will say.."WOW!"
she is still in relationship with a guy called MATT
Another finalist ---Randal with 5 degrees.
How can a person get 5 degrees and own 5 companies when he is 34?
I doubted it..
anyway, he is a married guy..
Looking forward to apprentice 5.....
Yeah, after the 4th apprentice was chosen last Sunday, I was intended to write something about the finalists. Yeah, my target was previously changed from ANDY to ADAM. ( I wonder why all “A”s). However, every time that I started to notice them, started thinking that they are quite handsome, they will be fired in the following week.
This season was the great season so far, the finalist: Randal and Rebecca was pretty amazing. I personally admired Rebecca who is a 23-year-old woman or teenager.( I don’t think she is old enough to be a WOMAN) Wow! Another 23-year-old again. Last year, when Andy joined the Apprentice 2, he is also 23 years old. The reasons that I admired Rebecca is because of her loyalty, honesty and the way she handled all the pressure. My mouth was wide opened when I knew that she is just 23 years old. OH MY GOD. Besides that, she is not only intelligent, she is a pretty girl..
Here is a photo of hers:
Pretty and intelligent --- Rebecca
This pic is not so pretty anyway, when u see her on tv,
i bet u will say.."WOW!"
she is still in relationship with a guy called MATT
Another finalist ---Randal with 5 degrees.How can a person get 5 degrees and own 5 companies when he is 34?
I doubted it..
anyway, he is a married guy..
Looking forward to apprentice 5.....
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Harry Potter Fan
Yeah..it was nearly a week since i have bought Harry potter and the half blood prince. Kinda excited about it cause initially my dad gave me RM100 to buy it because it costs RM99.90. Surprisingly, last week when i went to KLCC with mum, i saw it was only me RM40, without thinking twice, i GRABBED it. WITH HARD COVER LER!!!
Afterwards, i really addicted to buying harry potter. I went to MPH and saw HP- and the order of Phoenix. Oh my GOd..MPH got 15% discount for non-members. I GRABBED it again for RM34.
Yesterday, mum wanna meet someone in Jaya Jusco, i GRABBED HP goblet of fire at RM33..add it all up..kinda satisfied ----RM106 with three harry potters. That's the advantage for waiting them.
ACtually, if i am not mistaken, when the latest HP out, if u wait for another 6 months..i am sure the price will drop from RM100 to RM 40( with hard cover)..I experienced it twice.
Anyway, enough for potter. Last week i was interviewed by LAN officer. erm..overally, the experience is ok lar..mainly because we had free MCD & pizza( 1 Mcchicken, 2 medium frenchfries,1 cola and 1 pizza) Kinda delicious to have them. but the pizza is not supreme, dont know what flavour it was. i went back earlier that day. Overally, it was nice of the Uni. to buy food so as to KEEP OUR MOUTHS SHUT. They really served us well with all the food. But i think if there was a mushroom soup for me, it would be better for me.. ( ppl heart not enough, snake eat elephant) haha...
Afterwards, i really addicted to buying harry potter. I went to MPH and saw HP- and the order of Phoenix. Oh my GOd..MPH got 15% discount for non-members. I GRABBED it again for RM34.
Yesterday, mum wanna meet someone in Jaya Jusco, i GRABBED HP goblet of fire at RM33..add it all up..kinda satisfied ----RM106 with three harry potters. That's the advantage for waiting them.
ACtually, if i am not mistaken, when the latest HP out, if u wait for another 6 months..i am sure the price will drop from RM100 to RM 40( with hard cover)..I experienced it twice.
Anyway, enough for potter. Last week i was interviewed by LAN officer. erm..overally, the experience is ok lar..mainly because we had free MCD & pizza( 1 Mcchicken, 2 medium frenchfries,1 cola and 1 pizza) Kinda delicious to have them. but the pizza is not supreme, dont know what flavour it was. i went back earlier that day. Overally, it was nice of the Uni. to buy food so as to KEEP OUR MOUTHS SHUT. They really served us well with all the food. But i think if there was a mushroom soup for me, it would be better for me.. ( ppl heart not enough, snake eat elephant) haha...
Friday, March 24, 2006
Long Journey
The roads leading to Asia Jaya seem to become longer and longer. 15-minutes-fast-walk journey has become 25-till-30-slow-walk journey right now. Last time when i chatted with mum, i was amazed that i have walked there for 4 moths. Erm..i wrote as if i am very pity jiang. actually not liek that lar, many students also walk like that. Just that i was amazed with me and my friends. Some of my guys in my class also said that they can't tahan..haha..anyway..it is good for health wat!!!
Anyway, this thursday will be interviewd by LAN officer. Anyway, I am 1 of the 30. Before interviewing us, kinda glad that the school will buy us FAST FOOD. (MCD OR PIZZA) hope i got the mushroom soup..Kinda looking forward to it...
Anyway, just finished uploaded files...
Anyway, this thursday will be interviewd by LAN officer. Anyway, I am 1 of the 30. Before interviewing us, kinda glad that the school will buy us FAST FOOD. (MCD OR PIZZA) hope i got the mushroom soup..Kinda looking forward to it...
Anyway, just finished uploaded files...
Friday, March 17, 2006
Anglican Bishop
I still believe
When you put in your effort
You will still get what you want
Don't be afraid
There is nothing to be afraid of
Try your best and
Never Give Up
I want to prove
I want to make my mother proud
Someday
I hope she will say
"I am proud to have u,girl"
Maybe
She is proud with me now
But the problem is
I am not proud with myself
I will love myself
Just like what u want me to do...
I still believe
When you put in your effort
You will still get what you want
Don't be afraid
There is nothing to be afraid of
Try your best and
Never Give Up
I want to prove
I want to make my mother proud
Someday
I hope she will say
"I am proud to have u,girl"
Maybe
She is proud with me now
But the problem is
I am not proud with myself
I will love myself
Just like what u want me to do...
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Anglican Bishop
When I was young and free and my
Imagination had no limits, I dreamed of
Changing the world;
As I grew older and wiser I realized
the world would not change.
And I decided to shorten my sights
Somewhat and change only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.
As I entered my twilight years, in one last
desperate attempt, I sought to change
only my family, those closet to me, but
alas they would have none of it.
And now here I lie on my death bed and
Realize ( perhaps for the first time) that if
Only I’d changed myself first, then by
Example I may have influenced my
Family and with their encouragement
And support I may have bettered my
Country, and who knows I may have
Changed the world.
When I was young and free and my
Imagination had no limits, I dreamed of
Changing the world;
As I grew older and wiser I realized
the world would not change.
And I decided to shorten my sights
Somewhat and change only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.
As I entered my twilight years, in one last
desperate attempt, I sought to change
only my family, those closet to me, but
alas they would have none of it.
And now here I lie on my death bed and
Realize ( perhaps for the first time) that if
Only I’d changed myself first, then by
Example I may have influenced my
Family and with their encouragement
And support I may have bettered my
Country, and who knows I may have
Changed the world.
Friday, March 10, 2006
A Mother's Love
A Mother’s Love
Written by Dee Diana
When I cried tears of sorrow form a broken heart,
I wept till I thought sadness would never depart.
When I thought I had nowhere else I could turn,
And the smile on my face might never return.
You held me.
When the mountains of life seemed too hard to clmb,
and I thought of giving up,time after time.
I could hear that little whisper, no mountain’s too high,
If you just spread your wings, you can soar to te sky.
You encouraged me.
When I set certain goals then watched them watched them come true,
And I’d toss in a daydream, one or two to pursue,
Whatever I accomplished and worked to achieve,
From afar would come a whisper, just trust and believe.
You praised me.
When I close the wrong path with mistakes all my own,
When in my mind, I thought there was nothing to atone.
When decisions were difficult, was this right or was it wrong?
When at times I wasn’t sure even where I belonged.
You guided me.
When life seemed too bleak with no strength to carry on,
and the darkness of my heart had forgotten the dawn.
When my sense of direction was like a leaf in the wind,
And my whole world had crumbled, I couldn’t even pretend.
You loved me.
Whether making mistakes or making dreams come true,
I know without a question, that I can count on you.
You’re my strength and my courage, in you I’ve so much pride,
and I give tanks to God daily for choosing you to be my guide.
You…….my Mother!
Written by Dee Diana
When I cried tears of sorrow form a broken heart,
I wept till I thought sadness would never depart.
When I thought I had nowhere else I could turn,
And the smile on my face might never return.
You held me.
When the mountains of life seemed too hard to clmb,
and I thought of giving up,time after time.
I could hear that little whisper, no mountain’s too high,
If you just spread your wings, you can soar to te sky.
You encouraged me.
When I set certain goals then watched them watched them come true,
And I’d toss in a daydream, one or two to pursue,
Whatever I accomplished and worked to achieve,
From afar would come a whisper, just trust and believe.
You praised me.
When I close the wrong path with mistakes all my own,
When in my mind, I thought there was nothing to atone.
When decisions were difficult, was this right or was it wrong?
When at times I wasn’t sure even where I belonged.
You guided me.
When life seemed too bleak with no strength to carry on,
and the darkness of my heart had forgotten the dawn.
When my sense of direction was like a leaf in the wind,
And my whole world had crumbled, I couldn’t even pretend.
You loved me.
Whether making mistakes or making dreams come true,
I know without a question, that I can count on you.
You’re my strength and my courage, in you I’ve so much pride,
and I give tanks to God daily for choosing you to be my guide.
You…….my Mother!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Presentation Week
Yea, i called this week as presentation week. 3 presentations in 5 days is considered "many" right? Actually, i participated poem recitation yesterday. The title of my poem is " A Mother's Love" becasue i knew i have to find something that i believe and interested in. Therefore, without any hesitation, I choose this poem.
I actually spent about 1 week to practise on this poem. My lecturer, Miss Cecily can't help me much because she was one of the judges. However, Miss Ang helped me a lot. She is really a very nice lecturer. Moreover, her pronounciation is so so so accurate.
Yea...so, yesterday was the competition. Since the competition is after school, not much audience was listening. Consequently, most of the participants did not feel any nervousness. There was a girl, from science stream. I forgot her name, but i think i can call her "VERY GREAT". "VERY GREAT" was so great because she was like telling a story about Pussy Cat....The expression on her face was very vivid, she somemore squat down and do a lot of "kua1 zhang1" actions...When i first listened to her, i can only thought of two word..."VERY GREAT"
There is also another girl that recited about MOM. I called her "GREAT". After that, A guy recited about " I LOVE YOU"...Touching..i called him "satisfactory-Good". There were a lot of expressions on his face. Yea, i know a guy there, REGENE...He recited about "FRIST LOVE" and someone noticed that there were few drop tears came from his eyes. Erm...can i use "sweet" to describe him then?
Three of my friends also participated it. There is a girl called "VERY GOOD" recited about......LIFE? IS IT? I forgot already.
"VERY GREAT" was the champion
follow by "GREAT","VERY GOOD",.....,"satisfactory-good".
I called myself as "GOOD".
I actually spent about 1 week to practise on this poem. My lecturer, Miss Cecily can't help me much because she was one of the judges. However, Miss Ang helped me a lot. She is really a very nice lecturer. Moreover, her pronounciation is so so so accurate.
Yea...so, yesterday was the competition. Since the competition is after school, not much audience was listening. Consequently, most of the participants did not feel any nervousness. There was a girl, from science stream. I forgot her name, but i think i can call her "VERY GREAT". "VERY GREAT" was so great because she was like telling a story about Pussy Cat....The expression on her face was very vivid, she somemore squat down and do a lot of "kua1 zhang1" actions...When i first listened to her, i can only thought of two word..."VERY GREAT"
There is also another girl that recited about MOM. I called her "GREAT". After that, A guy recited about " I LOVE YOU"...Touching..i called him "satisfactory-Good". There were a lot of expressions on his face. Yea, i know a guy there, REGENE...He recited about "FRIST LOVE" and someone noticed that there were few drop tears came from his eyes. Erm...can i use "sweet" to describe him then?
Three of my friends also participated it. There is a girl called "VERY GOOD" recited about......LIFE? IS IT? I forgot already.
"VERY GREAT" was the champion
follow by "GREAT","VERY GOOD",.....,"satisfactory-good".
I called myself as "GOOD".
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Slipped Away
Slipped Away
by Avril Lavigne
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
OooohNa na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
OoooohI hope you can hear me
cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped awayWas the day
I found it won't be the same
Ooooh I had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why
And I can't take it It wasn't fake It happened, you passed by
Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your goneT here you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming
Repeat Chorus
Na na, na na na, na na I miss you
by Avril Lavigne
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
OooohNa na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
OoooohI hope you can hear me
cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped awayWas the day
I found it won't be the same
Ooooh I had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why
And I can't take it It wasn't fake It happened, you passed by
Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your goneT here you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming
Repeat Chorus
Na na, na na na, na na I miss you
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Exxxxxxcited!!!
What will make me feel more excited than going back to Chong Hwa… Whao..I was so so so so happy yesterday…I could not believe that I would be so happy to be back in Chong Hwa. Seeing juniors with short pants,feeling the hotter-than-fan air conditioner, walking along the coridors.There is nothing changes in Chong Hwa....but me. I was walking along the corridors without wearing Chong Hwa's uniform. Anyway, i donated them to CH already.
Reahing Ch at 11.30, i went to the staff room to visit.......MRS LIM..haha..a little bit surprised. She is still like that, still like to correct my grammar when i was talking to her. Anyway, if u talk to Mrs. Lim and then Mrs Sum afterwards, u will se a big difference. The difference between them is so obvious. If you speak with a wrong grammar, Mrs Lim will correct you with a pair of why-you-still-make-the-grammar-mistake eyes.In contrast, if you couldn't think of a word to express your feeling or the situation, Mrs. Sum will help you to finish the sentence with a pair of you-must-add-oil eyes.
Anyway, I chatted with Mrs. Lim for half an hour. When the bell rang, i dashed to the beloved 6s1 quickly. The forst person I would like to see would certainly be Tzeh Huaeh. She is alone there, we all left her. Anyway, saw many familiar faces too...baby, xianhui, yensiang, yc, lilian,EGGY,AARON,Hwei yen and the gang( their gang still very perfect), ARDY and the gang( another perfect group), weihong, chea hao( hair style change a little bit already)...and much much more..
What i remembered the most was Xian Hui what Xian Hui said," yu2 ning2, ni3 mei2 you3 zhao3 wo3!" haha, miss her, she cut her fair with cute FRINGE. Tzeh Huaeh kept saying her fringe is very cery cute...
Wow, they were so busy with teir homework. Even Hwei yen was revising something. I know baby was copying the chemstry lor, yc was so caught up with s...CALCULUS? i think. They were all very excited with te CH idol, i supposed. I should have come earlier cause long jiet sang " more than word" at the first recess. Anyway, what i heard was ARDY also want to participate it too... ADD OIL lor....
I saw Eggy
Haha..i heard from xinmin that they have invented a ADJECTIVE...Very amusing..tat adjective is "ZHEN4 YUAN2"
Usage: zhi4 yuan1 ar, bu4 yao4 jiang4 ZHEN4 YUAN2 lar...
so, u can basicaally guess what does "ZHEN4 YUAN2" mean..anyway, it is sososo amusing. I havent heard such same-channel jokes for a long time liao.
After the 2nd recess, i went to have a little bit cit-chat with Mrs. Sum. erm..basically, it is not "a little", it is one period(40 minutes)..ya, i havent heard the ring bell for months already. I met Mrs. Wu2 Hui4 Yi2 afterwards. Her hair still like that, havent grow longer yet. She looked a bit tired becasue she stay up late at night to prepare the examination.
TIME FLIES..... 1.50pm already, i go to the canteen to meet them. Yea, saw yao zhong. What was so amusing was that yao zhong still dont know the ttal number of classmate in 6s1. After that, we asked m anther IQ question: Whose class number is no.1?
Yao Zhong answered:" i know Mei Peng went to HELP already, then ma3 DOROTHY lor!!"
We all laughed at him. "We" comprises me, Tzeh Huaeh, yensiang, xianhui and baby wei hao.
IQ question no 2: Dorothy is in six science two or not in CH anymore?
YAO ZHONG ANSWERED: erm...i think s in six scienc two gua...
I guess he is still sleping during the lessons..
At about 2.20pm, my mum called me and thus went home.
Anyway, I was so excited to see them yesterday..It is a day worth remembering and thus it appear in my blog.
Reahing Ch at 11.30, i went to the staff room to visit.......MRS LIM..haha..a little bit surprised. She is still like that, still like to correct my grammar when i was talking to her. Anyway, if u talk to Mrs. Lim and then Mrs Sum afterwards, u will se a big difference. The difference between them is so obvious. If you speak with a wrong grammar, Mrs Lim will correct you with a pair of why-you-still-make-the-grammar-mistake eyes.In contrast, if you couldn't think of a word to express your feeling or the situation, Mrs. Sum will help you to finish the sentence with a pair of you-must-add-oil eyes.
Anyway, I chatted with Mrs. Lim for half an hour. When the bell rang, i dashed to the beloved 6s1 quickly. The forst person I would like to see would certainly be Tzeh Huaeh. She is alone there, we all left her. Anyway, saw many familiar faces too...baby, xianhui, yensiang, yc, lilian,EGGY,AARON,Hwei yen and the gang( their gang still very perfect), ARDY and the gang( another perfect group), weihong, chea hao( hair style change a little bit already)...and much much more..
What i remembered the most was Xian Hui what Xian Hui said," yu2 ning2, ni3 mei2 you3 zhao3 wo3!" haha, miss her, she cut her fair with cute FRINGE. Tzeh Huaeh kept saying her fringe is very cery cute...
Wow, they were so busy with teir homework. Even Hwei yen was revising something. I know baby was copying the chemstry lor, yc was so caught up with s...CALCULUS? i think. They were all very excited with te CH idol, i supposed. I should have come earlier cause long jiet sang " more than word" at the first recess. Anyway, what i heard was ARDY also want to participate it too... ADD OIL lor....
I saw Eggy
Haha..i heard from xinmin that they have invented a ADJECTIVE...Very amusing..tat adjective is "ZHEN4 YUAN2"
Usage: zhi4 yuan1 ar, bu4 yao4 jiang4 ZHEN4 YUAN2 lar...
so, u can basicaally guess what does "ZHEN4 YUAN2" mean..anyway, it is sososo amusing. I havent heard such same-channel jokes for a long time liao.
After the 2nd recess, i went to have a little bit cit-chat with Mrs. Sum. erm..basically, it is not "a little", it is one period(40 minutes)..ya, i havent heard the ring bell for months already. I met Mrs. Wu2 Hui4 Yi2 afterwards. Her hair still like that, havent grow longer yet. She looked a bit tired becasue she stay up late at night to prepare the examination.
TIME FLIES..... 1.50pm already, i go to the canteen to meet them. Yea, saw yao zhong. What was so amusing was that yao zhong still dont know the ttal number of classmate in 6s1. After that, we asked m anther IQ question: Whose class number is no.1?
Yao Zhong answered:" i know Mei Peng went to HELP already, then ma3 DOROTHY lor!!"
We all laughed at him. "We" comprises me, Tzeh Huaeh, yensiang, xianhui and baby wei hao.
IQ question no 2: Dorothy is in six science two or not in CH anymore?
YAO ZHONG ANSWERED: erm...i think s in six scienc two gua...
I guess he is still sleping during the lessons..
At about 2.20pm, my mum called me and thus went home.
Anyway, I was so excited to see them yesterday..It is a day worth remembering and thus it appear in my blog.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
TWICE a week
what the hell is going on with LRT??? i was stuck in the LRT twice a week... if i am not mistaken, monday once, another one was yesterday.. Becasue of the LRT, i have to walk to UTAR in the early in the morning( Just yesterday lar, i took taxi for the previous one).. Cause everybody wants to take taxi and bus....Having a quite view at my watch, 15 minutes to go..(my class started at nine, reached LRT at 8.45a.m.) Fortunately, i met my friends, so we walked there together. It is not very nice to walk by myself, very very very dangerous.
But actually i am the fortunate among the unfortunateS. Some of them even had to stand for an our youknow..Nrmally i just have to spend 40 mnutes in LRT but then that day i think i spent 1 hour and twenty. I ws sleeping in the LRT, nvmlar..but many of them are actually standing there, with a pair of tired eyes which showed desire on the seats.
Walau, although i am in the first station( termnal putra) i also have to FIGHT for te seats ler...if not??? then what u can do is just searching for someone who is not sleeping, reading books or dong other stuff. Another tips is looking for someone who is wearing bodygloves uniform or parkson uniform..Cause they might got off from the train at WANGSA MAJU or KLCC lor...]
anyway...Miss C very very very MUCH ler... maybe next friday will go there, still not sure yet..
But actually i am the fortunate among the unfortunateS. Some of them even had to stand for an our youknow..Nrmally i just have to spend 40 mnutes in LRT but then that day i think i spent 1 hour and twenty. I ws sleeping in the LRT, nvmlar..but many of them are actually standing there, with a pair of tired eyes which showed desire on the seats.
Walau, although i am in the first station( termnal putra) i also have to FIGHT for te seats ler...if not??? then what u can do is just searching for someone who is not sleeping, reading books or dong other stuff. Another tips is looking for someone who is wearing bodygloves uniform or parkson uniform..Cause they might got off from the train at WANGSA MAJU or KLCC lor...]
anyway...Miss C very very very MUCH ler... maybe next friday will go there, still not sure yet..
Monday, January 30, 2006
Subang Jaya ----- Taylor's
Yeah...It was a yesterday's yesterday. Quite FUN actually. I went to school early in the morning to see all the 6S1 CHB&CHG. Anyway, i was quite shocked that there are a lot of unfamiliar faces in 6S1. It was like what they said: it is no longer 5s1. It is truth...It only took me a 1 minutes to come across with all 5S1 friends...Anyway, glad to see them.
After that, i went to counselling department to donate my lovely CH uniform. Glad to see some teachers such as Miss Ong Hui Juan, Mr Chen Jian Han, Miss Wu Hui Yee. Kinda miss "jian han go go". It is mainly becasue i am doing calculus right now and miss the way he taught us the mathematics.
It is approxiamtely 1010 when we all met. ALL means me, Tzeh Huaeh, Yik Cai, Baby, Wee Chean, Chea Hao...Many ppl got sick nowadays or else there would be more ppl going with us. Xian Hui n Yen Siang should be going with us. Jeff was sleeping at that moment, playing DOTA until 2 o'clock,according to them.Anyway, we walked to the bus station outside CH, met silent killer & the gang which excluded Ardy n Zhi yuan(going back to hometown). I didnt really know why it took so long for us to decide whether we want to go to sungei wang, pyramid or mid valley( anyway,the conclusion is quite ammusing, we went to CAREFOUR). We (using "THEY" is more precise) somemore discussed whether went there by bus, car, ktm,putra,cab(CONCLUSION:KTM + walk)......
Finally, we set off to the sentul KTM station. There was an indian (girl or woman) asked me which side sould she take to get to Klang( whatever it was). I dunno, so i asked chea hao about that. He is really cute ler. He talked to the woman in english," after u walk to the ktm station "LIAO3"...... " ( i am not laughing at him, just he is so cute only lar)
It was like ages when we reached Subang Jaya. There is a CAREFOUR in front, we walked there and baby cant stand anymore, he was hungry. Thus, we went there to have a lunch in Wee-Chean-so-called BURGER QUEEN. We were chit-chatting there.(it has been ages for me since i last chatted with secondary school friends) What was really amusing was about CCL. We all thought that Wee Chean brought this topic intendly.Haha!! Anyway, I lost one of my earing there. Kinda shocked of that, so careless ler me...Wiven came to join us when we were having our lunch.
We went to taylor's after that. After declaring to everybody that we want to go to taylor's, an indian girl came to help us. So, we walked to taylor's.Very hot ler that day with the sun blazing over our heads. When we reached taylor's, the guard didnt let some of us in, the main reason was THEM. Baby, yik cai, wiven,chea hao wore CH uniform. Nlar, we sneak into taylor's at last and met joean,mic and MARISSA. Forgotten to mention that wee chean skipped his class and mic skipped her MORAL..(IS IT MORAL? CANT REMEMBER)
Walked to joean-xinmin house, we all scramped into an ok-size room with two beds,two tables and two chairs. The guys slept on their beds which make the two girls brought their bed sheets back to be washed. Karmen, Jeff, Kai,xinmin,Mao came after that.(hope i didnt miss out anyone).Kai only stayed there for about 20 minutes tough.
We went to MCDonald afterwards to chat. It was really fun to meet everyone of them. We chatted for about 1 hour and dismissed afterwards. Baby suddenly claimed that he lost his handphone. But found it in his bag afterwards. Karmen fetched them to KTM station. Me, xinmin,joean and MARISSA went back to xinmin-joean house. at 440, PIKHUI( sorry,it should be MARISSA) went back. Three of us went to Sunway for shopping afterwards.
It was really fun to g o shopping with friends. Havent experienced it before. And for the first time in my life, three of us spoke English throughout the whole day. Kinda like it, improve my english. Shopped till 8++, went to their house by taxi. WE gave the driver all the mandarin oranges and we paid him RM5 for the fees. We all went back after that.
CONCLUSION: VERY TIRED BUT IT WAS TRULY AN AMAZING JOURNEY AFTER ALL.
After that, i went to counselling department to donate my lovely CH uniform. Glad to see some teachers such as Miss Ong Hui Juan, Mr Chen Jian Han, Miss Wu Hui Yee. Kinda miss "jian han go go". It is mainly becasue i am doing calculus right now and miss the way he taught us the mathematics.
It is approxiamtely 1010 when we all met. ALL means me, Tzeh Huaeh, Yik Cai, Baby, Wee Chean, Chea Hao...Many ppl got sick nowadays or else there would be more ppl going with us. Xian Hui n Yen Siang should be going with us. Jeff was sleeping at that moment, playing DOTA until 2 o'clock,according to them.Anyway, we walked to the bus station outside CH, met silent killer & the gang which excluded Ardy n Zhi yuan(going back to hometown). I didnt really know why it took so long for us to decide whether we want to go to sungei wang, pyramid or mid valley( anyway,the conclusion is quite ammusing, we went to CAREFOUR). We (using "THEY" is more precise) somemore discussed whether went there by bus, car, ktm,putra,cab(CONCLUSION:KTM + walk)......
Finally, we set off to the sentul KTM station. There was an indian (girl or woman) asked me which side sould she take to get to Klang( whatever it was). I dunno, so i asked chea hao about that. He is really cute ler. He talked to the woman in english," after u walk to the ktm station "LIAO3"...... " ( i am not laughing at him, just he is so cute only lar)
It was like ages when we reached Subang Jaya. There is a CAREFOUR in front, we walked there and baby cant stand anymore, he was hungry. Thus, we went there to have a lunch in Wee-Chean-so-called BURGER QUEEN. We were chit-chatting there.(it has been ages for me since i last chatted with secondary school friends) What was really amusing was about CCL. We all thought that Wee Chean brought this topic intendly.Haha!! Anyway, I lost one of my earing there. Kinda shocked of that, so careless ler me...Wiven came to join us when we were having our lunch.
We went to taylor's after that. After declaring to everybody that we want to go to taylor's, an indian girl came to help us. So, we walked to taylor's.Very hot ler that day with the sun blazing over our heads. When we reached taylor's, the guard didnt let some of us in, the main reason was THEM. Baby, yik cai, wiven,chea hao wore CH uniform. Nlar, we sneak into taylor's at last and met joean,mic and MARISSA. Forgotten to mention that wee chean skipped his class and mic skipped her MORAL..(IS IT MORAL? CANT REMEMBER)
Walked to joean-xinmin house, we all scramped into an ok-size room with two beds,two tables and two chairs. The guys slept on their beds which make the two girls brought their bed sheets back to be washed. Karmen, Jeff, Kai,xinmin,Mao came after that.(hope i didnt miss out anyone).Kai only stayed there for about 20 minutes tough.
We went to MCDonald afterwards to chat. It was really fun to meet everyone of them. We chatted for about 1 hour and dismissed afterwards. Baby suddenly claimed that he lost his handphone. But found it in his bag afterwards. Karmen fetched them to KTM station. Me, xinmin,joean and MARISSA went back to xinmin-joean house. at 440, PIKHUI( sorry,it should be MARISSA) went back. Three of us went to Sunway for shopping afterwards.
It was really fun to g o shopping with friends. Havent experienced it before. And for the first time in my life, three of us spoke English throughout the whole day. Kinda like it, improve my english. Shopped till 8++, went to their house by taxi. WE gave the driver all the mandarin oranges and we paid him RM5 for the fees. We all went back after that.
CONCLUSION: VERY TIRED BUT IT WAS TRULY AN AMAZING JOURNEY AFTER ALL.
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